Reasons Why

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This is a sad one

Then i hurt myself cuz i hurt you
Gave up on everything
I thought I knew

I don't know who I am anymore
I close my eyes and count to four

Four reasons why I'm lost
Four reasons why I'm screaming
Four reasons why I hate myself
Four reasons why I'm bleeding

One: I'm not good enough
Two: I'm scared
Three: I couldn't save her
Four: That i was spared

No one thinks I'm good enough
That I'm just a waste
I feel inclined to agree with them
After all I couldn't face

I'm not scared at the physical
Those wounds I know they'll heal
It's what inside that terrifies me
The pain I always feel

I couldn't save her
It broke my heart
I lost it all
I'm falling apart

Why'd she have to die?
And why'd I have to live?
For it to be the other way
Anything I'd give

One
Two
Three
Four
Tears of blood crash to the floor

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