I'm not depressed
Just stressed and confused
I'm not happy at all
I smile sometimes
And i laugh most of the time
I honestly don't know how
I should feel at this point
I don't feel much to be honest
I feel numb
I inflict self pain to feel
I feel happy sometimes.
But most days I'm sad.
I wish i had someone
Who i could count on
But I already learned
That i can only trust myself
And sometimes when it gets bad
I get suicidal
But i would never do it
I honestly don't know who
i am anymore
I don't know if I'm depressed
Or not
I'm just a sad person
At least most days
