Ambition Of A Ryda

Chapter Fifty - One

[ Ronaeh ]

All through someone life they always had a million thoughts or excuses not to be able to do something . Then they had to realize to stop making excuses and just do it . Now me , I thought of a million ways not to kill Swanney . I prolly sound like a damn fool . That's why they was just thoughts .

It's just that's my daughter actual father and looking at him you see her . The resemblance was crazy and not only that he was Brielle father as well . I was in a position where I think I had to back out . We still talking about the nigga that try to kill me for the last pass two months . The same nigga that took a part of me when I was fourteen . Hell we still talking about the same nigga that don't give a fuck about me . None of that even mattered . What if one out the blue Noonie asked about him . Shit like that ran through my mind heavy . Fuck it I told my self way back he was a dead man walking and that's that .

I looked at myself one last time in the mirror . Damn I looked good in scrubs . I could just proud cause this was the last day of me living the life style I lived for now . It was no more killing , shoot outs , or lady thug shit for the mean time . I was going to be a mother and girlfriend . Nicole , Snake and I we then truly came a long way . Don't let shit fool you tho . Although we going to put this behind us . Don't mean shit a muthafucka can still get put six feet under. We still them  muthafuckas  that ain't scared to get down with the get down know that .

" Damn . Shawty gotta ass on haaaa . " Nicole sanged while entering my room .

" Don't get me started ." I said attempted to start twerkig

"Nae don't start .  " she said looking in the mirror " So ... You ready to finally get this over with ? Than we goin parttttyyy . We walk across that stage again for the what the last time ."

A part of me wanted to tell my bitch what was really up . How I was really feeling . She is my Bestfriend for a reason . It ain't shit I can't tell her . Fuck bitting my tongue I'm just tell her .

" You never realize how much Brielle and Noonie look a like . As if they could be twins ?"

" Where the fuck that come from but yeah . I have noticed that . They still little they haven't got all they features yet ."

" Have you noticed that they kind of favor Swanney a little bit . " I said looking at her through the mirror .

By the look on her face so was confused . We just looked at each other in each eyes . I just nodded my head . If she ain't know where this was going then I ain't know what to tell her . She prolly was thinking of ways to kill me for not saying nothing .

" BITCHHHH NOOOOOO! YOU IS FUCKING LYING !!!!" She said laughing . She stop laughing, her face turned red with a blank face expression "That mean He was the one that .....What the fuck ? Hell naw now he definitely have to die now . SNAKEEEE !!!!!"

I didn't even react cause I had to be real with them . The time was going eventually  come . I knew what it was going to turn into . Snake was going to have his say so and so was Nicole. Then boom we still was goin kill the lil nigga .

I felt like a little girl that was about to get her ass whooped by her parents . Nicole and Snake was the parents that was strict and I was the sneaky child they created . I just shook my head . This was a moment were I wanted to just bust out an laugh but this was serious . 

" Why you call him in here ?" I asked with a slight attitude .

Hell yeah I was mad on the low . My attitude was really nasty . Since we was kids Nicole always did that shit . If the tea was to juicy for her she had to spill it to Snake . I didn't mind but damn bitch . Snake ain't gotta know everything.

"Cause you about to tell us what's really going on .  "

" You threw . No good as bitch   ."

"That's mean ." She said laying on the bed .

Just when I was about to say something Snake walks in . I really didn't wanna discuss this I just wanted to get this over with and go on with my life . I don't think that was so hard .

"We on a time limit . Bring yall ass on ." He said

"Nae got something to tell us ."

The whole atmosphere in the room changed . I wasn't scared but the way I knew that Snake was going to act . He was going really hurt that nigga . I ain't care about him hurting Swanney . I was more afraid when Snake reach his level it's hard to calm him down .

Fuck it .

"  Swanney is Noonie daddy ."

" What the fuck you just say ." He said calmly .

" I said -"

" Don't fucking repeat it . I heard what the fuck you said ." He said turning red " HOW YOU KNOW ?"

" Okay well . When we left from the hospital with the girls . That day all that shit happen with me and Mya . We went to the a  restaurant   Downtown before going to Dice house . I went to the bathroom . An-and ..... "

"Don't fucking play with me An-and what ? " Snake said getting closer to me

" I heard someone come in . I came out the stall   Went towards the sink . Swanney came out the other stall . Than BOOM ... We ended fighting and he admitted to doing what he did . it was him I remember those eyes . " I said getting up .

" How long have you known ?" He said getting in my face

" Did you not just hear what I fucking said . Since that day ." I shot back .

I understand he was mad . I wasn't about to let him keep hoeing that shit threw . No matter how mad he is it don't matter it's over and done with . I'm over it and that's that's . Plus I wasn't in the mood for one of me and Snake arguments .  This was Swanney day not his .

" When was you goin say something ?" Snake asked

" Does it matter ."

" Yes it does . I knew there was a reason why Noonie was so comfortable around him . For you to not tell us is something crazy ." He said looking in my eyes ." Don't tell me you having second thoughts about this . If so you can die with him . "

" Aye Snake be cool Bruh ." Nicole said

" Its cool Cole . Snake you can really kiss my ass . Okay ? Who the fuck you think you talking to . Have I ever back down . Huh ? You got some fucking nerve . MOVE !!" I said brushing pass him

He really had me fucked up . I can die with him . I would never let a muthafucka take my life . If I die it's because of natural cause or God called me home other than that nah . Fuck I look like . I knew he must of lost his mind . Snake had to bump his shit .

After about another six - seven minute . We was ready to go .  We loaded into the truck and explained to each other  what was going go down .

" You ready for this baby " Nicole said in a ghetto voice

" I'm ready baby " I replied

It was time . There was no backing down now .