Ambition Of A Ryda

Chapter Fiffty-three

[ Ronaeh ]

Going on a month since any one heard or saw Swanney . That right there didn't even surprise me . It showed me that he really got something up his sleeve . I can give him probes for trying . I hope he working hard putting in a lot of effort and overtime . I can't wait to see what he got plan . Hope he just pop out the blue with some shit I never seen before.

This heat we got with him has been the most intensive one we ever had . I couldn't explain or tell anybody on why we was even into it . I ain't care tho , I don't care you want war with me so be it. It was whatever , my ass ain't losing no sleep .

" Wake and bake ?" Nicole asked as she walked in the kitchen .

I was so deep in my thoughts didn't even realized that she was even in the kitchen . Didn't even know what she said I just heard her voice .

" HELLO MUTHAFUCKA ! " she shouted

I died laughing . She was so ignorant in a good way , but I loved it .

" Hello to you to bitch "

" Damn you the one acting like you can't hear me . "

" I didn't . Seriously . " I replied

" Come wake and bake with me . Let's do it before the kids wake up . " she said grabbing two blunts out her purse .

We went outside to the background . Today was one of those hot day were you wanna just sit in the house with the AC , but it felt so good outside you would wanna go to the beach. This was showing off your body weather . The wind was blowing just right.

Once we approached the hammocks Nicole past me the other blunt while she lit the other one up .

" Now that we alone . You goin tell me what's been fucking with you ? " she asked while puffing the blunt .

" What you mean by that . " I replied . I acted as if I ain't know what she was talking about . I knew exactly where this conversation was going to lead .

She smacked her lips and just stared at the me for a moment . She had that " fuck outta here " look on her face . I couldn't do nothing but laugh . I knew she was dead ass serious .

Before saying something I fired my blunt up taking three puffs . I need some type of high before starting this convo .

" Well "

" Damn bitch . Hold on we going to talk, let
me get high "

" Shit I ain't got all day . " she said inhaling the smoke .

" Man I don't know . I just don't know . " I said getting back in my thoughts . " I don't know "

" About what ? "

I took a deep breath , my mind was everywhere . Didn't know because I was slightly high or cause I was overthinking to much. Either way it went my brain was literally fried . I thought about what I was going say .

" Swanney ... Like I don't care about him or nothing . I don't like being around him . I don't care how tough I am . You know how I am Cole . You and Snake BOTH know how I am . I ain't scared or worried about shit . I don't fear nothing but God . This shit right here .. it scare me . Swanney ... Scares me . " I finally said