Break My Curse (Loki Fanfiction)

chapter 7

"You are a failure! You are worthless! You fail the mission!!" Say my coach while whipping my back. I hold my scream. Nat is screaming with tears in her eyes. I shed tears but no scream goes out from my mouth.

"STOP IT!!" Nat scream. My coach stops, and start to push me to Nat then get out from the room.

"Oh my god are you okay?"

"My pain is worth it Nat. I know what I'm doing."

"What have you done?"

"I've fail the mission on purpose. So the tesseract can be drowned by Captain America." I say. Nat shed tears. I never see Nat crying, I knew her as a strong woman. I look at Nat face while laying on her lap.

"Nat. What do you like to do?" I try to calm her by talking to her.

"I-I love to be with my family. But as you can see, they are gone. Yo-you?"

"Remember when I said that I wanted to be the bird in front of the window back then?" She nods

"I love to fly Nat. You may think that I am crazy but I can fly."

"What do you mean?" She ask confusingly.

"I am the goddess of nature Nat. I had wings, i had powers, I had someone to love."

"Prove it."

I start to show Nat my exposed back. Two scars that had been made because of my wings. She stare at it with wide eyes.

"I used to fly. It felt good. Forgeting all the problems and spread my wings. Elements are my companions, I had a lover too. My eyes used to be blue, not red. I was happy. But then-" my smile turns into a frown.

"Then what?"

"They were all taken away from me in a blink of an eye. My wings cannot came out without an excruciating pain behind my back. My powers became uncontrolable, my love is bethroted by someone else, then I fall from my own world. My eyes became red as blood." Her face fills with pity. Then there is silence in the room. Nat suddenly ask.

"Do you still love him?" I smile at this question.

"Always and forever."

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Many years later

I am in a mission with Nat. I stop aging at age 20. Nat ability of slow aging makes her look like a 24 years old woman. We are known as twin assassins. Me as 'Reaper' Nat as 'Black widow.' We already killed many people, and succeed at many missions. My knowledge had been expanded. I can speak many languange such as Russia, Romania, French, German, Japanese, Bahasa Indonesia, Greek, Spanish, Mandarin, and many else.

Right now we are in a mission to kill an important person, which I do not know who. But we are caught by an agent.

"Mission, kill the assassins agent Hawkeye." Say the earpiece on his ear. He look at us with pity.

"You two deserve more than this." He say while cutting our ropes. I thought his mission is too kill us?

"I'm giving you two a second chance. But only if you two come with me." He say.
Nat and I exchange glance, we nod. We give ourself in. We come with him, we wanted to do good things by wiping our ledgers that had been dirtied with blood.

We get in the plane, it says S.H.I.E.L.D on it. Me and Nat holding hands all the way till landing. After landing there is a car waiting for us. Me and Nat walk to the car, but I stop in the middle.

"What is it Azul?" Nat ask me

"I can't come with you Nat, I-I don't deserve this."

"Please come with me."

"I can't."

"Then what will you do to then? It's a big world."

"I will do something, but I can't come with you." Nat runs to me and hug me as tight as possible.

"Promise me to stay in touch." She say while crying.

"I promise, you are like a mother and a sister to me Nat."

"Don't break it okay." I nod while shedding silent tears. We tore apart our hug, Nat walks to the car.

"Azul!!!" She scream. I look at her

"Forget- me- not!!!" She scream while crying. I nod.

"Forget-me-not."

Then she start to get in the car. We wave until she can't see me and I can't see her. A new chapter to my life has been added. What I need to do now is to fill them with happy stories.