Chapter 3- Bad memories

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Chapter 3- Bad memories

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Taylor and Zayn had soon completely forgotten of the food on their plate. They were too busy talking and making jokes to even care about their hunger.

The fire in Harry started burning brighter and hotter.

He needed water to put out his fire. Not just any type of water, he needed his water, Taylor Swift.

It would be completely stupid if he'd just grab her hand and pull her out of the room, or just call for her since he perfectly knew he would be ignored anyways.

"Zayn, why don't you take Taylor out of the restaurant and take a walk in the streets? Show her around." Zayn'a mum smiled at them.

Zayn glanced at Taylor and got an agreeing look from her.

"Um... Sure." Zayn said and he stood up, they were gonna reach for the door when suddenly.

"Can I come too?" Harry suddenly exclaimed.

"HARRY!" His mum shouted in anger.

"Yeah sure, come on." Zayn smiled at his brother.

Harry let out a fake smile and walked out with them.

The whole time, Harry was following behind them and Zayn could feel eyes on him and it terrified him.

What is Harry doing? Why is he staring at us like this? Zayn thought as he continued listening to Taylor talking about her cats.

Harry watched them closely. He was afraid that he might hold her hand or go too near her so he had his death stare on. He wasn't gonna look away, not even a second.

Taylor could feel eyes on her too. And she could feel her experiment working.

It was happening.

He's jealous.

But then she thought, What's the point of this experiment? So what if she found out he's regretting everything he did to her. So what if she found out he still cares about her? She wouldn't even get back together with him anyways. She knew all too well that she will never get to accept the guy who left her crying and deeply wounded for 3 years.

She then realized there was no point in doing this.

Why am I doing this? He's not worth it. She thought biting her lip.

She then went completely quiet.

Zayn noticed the sudden change in her. From talking a lot to not talking at all.

He looked back towards Harry and he was looking down.

Harry felt shame for himself. He knew he can never get taylor back, not even stay friends but he wanted to take a shot on it.

I want to talk to her. I need Zayn out of here. He thought following them.

Just then, Taylor wanted to walk away from everything. She was afraid with Harry there she would think about what happened 3 years ago and so she turned around and said to Zayn, "I forgot I have something to do, bye." She smiled.

Zayn then waved and Harry saw this as a chance to talk to her privately.

Taylor walked in big huge steps to quickly get out of their sight but Harry followed behind her.

Quick, leave him, leave him. Don't think about anything, just go back. These words repeated in her mind.

Harry didn't know if he should speak or just follow her.

All Taylor was thinking about was not to remember any moment Harry and her shared together but the more she tried not thinking about it, the more the memories came back.

"Hey, have you ever thought about what's out there?" Taylor asked Harry as they gazed up at the stars.

"Well, not really. I guess I never really cared about anything else besides you." Harry smiled at her and they shared a kiss.

"Will you ever leave me?" Taylor whispered, afraid of losing him.

"Never."

"Lies. LIES!" She shouted out loud when she stopped at the corner of a building and fell on her knees.

The memories were coming back to her, all at once. The good ones, bad ones, forgotten ones. All back.

She tried fighting her tears but failed shamefully.

Harry saw everything behind her.

She still cares. She still loves me. Harry thought, didn't know if he should be happy or sad.

He walked a few steps closer to her and knelt down behind her.

He got really close to her and put his arms around her without thinking about the consequences.

Taylor gasped. She didn't move because she was afraid it was gonna be a bad guy.

"I'm sorry, Taylor." A familiar sound whispered in her ear.

She immediately knew who it was. Reacting from her hatred towards him. She used all her strength and pushed him away from her.

She stood up and looked down at him wiping off her tears.

"I'm sorry, Taylor." He said standing up, "I know you will never forgive me but..."

He was then cut off by Taylor, "Then why'd you come back?!"

"Because I need you. I can't live without you!" He exclaimed reaching for her hands.

She took a step backwards and she could feel her heart melting.

She felt stupid. How can he make her feelings come back again by just one word?!

She then thought about how he broke her heart and then the frown on her face came back.

"If you needed me you wouldn't just break me like that!" She shouted at him.

"I didn't know what you meant to me! I want you back, Taylor. Please!" He pleaded and walked a few steps towards Taylor.

"Well it's too late Harry. You've known me for a long time and I think you know perfectly well that I'm the kind of girl who doesn't go back to the people who said goodbye." She said coldly.

"If you don't like me anymore, why were you crying?" Harry said looking at her. He knew she would be speechless.

They both know perfectly well that Taylor still loves Harry.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Harry is trying to get Taylor back! Is it possible?

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