Love Him...Not

"I've been dreaming about them lately, then I saw this photo and everything make sense" Shine said as she look at Yuzuru.

Yuzuru looked at her with surprised looked in his face.

"How?..when?.." Yuzuru said as he stumbles for words.

"Mikka gave it to me the day that you give this bracelet but I didn't see it only until last week" Shine explain.

Then Yuzuru look down again and his eyes are fixed to their old photo. He's holding it tightly while his hands start to shake.

"But why didn't you tell me about this before?" Shine asked and put her hands above his. Yuzuru is still frozen in disbelief that Shine knew everything already.

Yuzuru look straight to her eyes.

"I didn't tell you because I am hoping that you'll remember me" Yuzuru said softly.

"But what if I didn't?"Shine asked as she bring back her hand to her side and frown.

"I'll just wait until you do, because I know you will... remember me" Yuzuru slowly said and smile.

"Why do you have so much faith in me?" Shine asked him, feeling guilty.

"Because I love you... " Yuzuru's straight answer and he hold Shine's hand.

"Actually, I think I have love you since the day I met you... 14 years ago" he continue.

Shine look at him.

"when did you start to know it was me?" she asked.

Yuzuru kiss her hands.

"From the moment you step inside the club, Shine"Yuzuru proudly answer.

Shine bow her head and get her hands back. She cover her face as her voice cracks and tears fall from her eyes.

"Soorryy for not recognizing you soorryy"Shine said crying and apologizing.

"Shhh don't cry" Yuzuru said as he console her.

He remove her hands from her face and lift her head to face him.

"...At least you know me now!" He said while he wipes Shine's tears.

Shine hug him tightly.

"Sorry" She said in his ears.

Yuzuru hug her tightly too.

"It's okay" he said.

.....

Shine and Yuzuru gaze at the clear, dark ,velvety sky above them. Shine lay her head down in Yuzuru's shoulder. Shine sigh and she begin to talk.

"Yuzuru, what is your greatest fear?"she asked him.

Yuzuru looked at Shine, confused.

"Why?" he curiously asked.

"Nothing! I just want to know something more personal about you"

Yuzuru turn his head back to look at the sky again.

"Ahm aside from losing you again, I think not being able to perform my very best in front of my audience"Yuzuru said.

Shine smile upon hearing his answer.

"So, it means that even if you lose me again but as long as your performance is good, it will be okay. I like that" Shine said and seem happy to hear him.

Yuzuru suddenly face Shine, alarm by her words.

"No!..I don't think I can continue living my life without you again"Yuzuru firmly said.