The Moment I Knew. // Chandler Riggs Fanfiction.

Chapter 17

I woke up at 6 am with red puffy eyes from crying, I was hoping that last night was a dream but it wasn't, it was the reality that slapped me in the face. I took a shower and then got dressed. I put on my white crop top, blue high waisted shorts, red flannel, a black beanie and my black vans. I applied some makeup since my eyes were still a little puffy and then i did my hair in a high ponytail. I sat on bed reading and correcting my lyrics. I've written 3 songs in one night, the most that I've ever written in one night. The pain, love, weakness, fear... When I finished correcting I walked downstairs and ate my breakfast and then after 10 we left. This time I brought my lyrics and my guitar. When we arrived I kissed my mom goodbye and just basically ran to my trailer. I found out that I didn't have to be ready for like an hour. After 5 minutes I heard a knock on my door I opened the door it was Chandler.
"Hey babe I've missed you!" He said.
I said nothing, I couldn't.
"What's wrong?" He then asked.
I grabbed my phone and showed him the picture.
He was shocked, he looked worried at me.
"I.. I can explain." He said.
"NO! You can't!" I screamed.
"Easy, can we just talk about this?" He asked.
"Yes we can." I said. I sat down.
"It was a mistake." He said.
"It already was one too many." I said.
He knew what I was talking about.
"Listen, Chandler, I love you with all of my heart."
He began to smile.
"But you've gone too far this time. There might be no one else in the world I am ever going to love as much as I love you." I said.
"But, I can't be with you anymore." I said while crying a little. I saw it in his eyes too, fear.
"Please, forgive me?" He asked crying.
"I can't, I want to but I can't..." I said.
"Please?" He asked with all of his hope, with tears, with the face of an angel.
"I'm sorry..." I said. He walked away. He looked back and I nodded no. I looked out of the window and saw him running away to his trailer. How? Why? I kept asking myself. He loved me as much as I loved him, how could he cheat on me? How could I be so naïve? I just got lost in his eyes. I grabbed my guitar and started writing. I finished and started playing the song, I kept crying I shouldn't but I did.
-CHANDLERS P.O.V.-
Why? How could I have ever cheated on Karlie? She's the girl of my dreams and now.... She's gone... Forever. What did I do? She was right the last time was one time too many already, she gave me a chance and I ruined it. When she showed me the picture my eyes were filled with fear, fear of losing her, fear of never being able to love anybody ever again as much as I loved her...
-KARLIES P.O.V.-
After a few minutes I heard someone knocking on the door.
"Come in." I said.
Lauren came in walking.
"Are you ok?" She asked.
"No, not really." I said.
"Most of us heard you two fighting..." She said.
"Sorry for ya'll to hear it." I said.
"If you need something, I am here for you, with the rest of the crew." She said.
"Thank you." I said I gave her a hug, then she walked away. I looked at my phone and I noticed that script reading starts in 1 minute. I grabbed my script and then I walked to the table. Everyone looked at my and I just acted that there was nothing going on. I saw Chandler already sitting but, I just didn't look at him.
*AFTER SCRIPT READING*
I walked back to my trailer and got dressed. Then I walked to hair and makeup, Chan and me always have the same time hair and makeup it was dead quiet when we were in hair and makeup. When I finished I walked to the set and got ready to film.
*SCENE*
I woke up, I reminded myself again that I had to go talk to Josh. I brushed my teeth and then ran into Carl.
"Hey." He said.
"Hi." I said.
"So pretty awesome that your brother is here right?" He asked.
"Yeah pretty amazing."
*CUT*
"Karlie, Chandler, you both are playing a bit emotionless." The director said.
We did the scene like 5 more times until we made an appointment with each other.
"We keep personal life and work separated." And since then the entire day worked out. It just went better. After filming, I got dressed, and was at the point of going to the car but someone grabbed my hand.... Chandler.
"I'm sorry, I mean it. You already gave me a shot and I ruined it." He said.
"I know you are, but you know, words a little they mean when you are a little too late." I said. And then I walked away.
I got in the car.
"What's wrong sweetie?" My father asked.
"We broke up." I said.
"Why?" He then asked.
"I gave him too many shots." I then answered.
"How much did he drink?" My dad asked.
"Not those shots, chances." I said smiling a little. Actually the first time I did today with it not being fake. We drove home. When we were driving back we got some fast food and ate that as dinner. When we arrived home I did my homework and got ready for school. I wasn't that excited because Chandler's friends were mine, but since we are not together anymore I guess that I'll just sit by myself. After taking a shower and getting all of the makeup off my face I set my alarm and fell asleep.