Chapter 30

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-3 weeks later Saturday-
I woke up at 8 am and got dressed. I put on a red to black ombre dress, black heels and a pinkish purse. I styled my hair and applied my makeup. I haven't like really spoken to Chandler ever since... There's good news, I have been playing in shows from BIG country artists! I have played with, Tim McGraw, Brad Paisley, Faith Hill and Luke Bryan. I have written 3 more songs for the album so that is 19 recorded songs that can go on the cd, I just only need a song for the album, that describes it. I am busy writing it, but it just doesn't get out of me. I walked downstairs with my guitars and had breakfast, after breakfast we drove to WSC Nashville. When we arrived, I saw Chandler and I just tried avoiding him. I sat backstage all the way in the corner trying to block myself out from all of the people. I started writing, about what I am feeling, what has happened to us, what I didn't want to happen to us... I couldn't help but cry a little, I tried to hide it. I grabbed my guitar and tried to come up with some chords.
"Karlie, you are up in 10." Some stage guy said. I got ready and grabbed my stuff. I walked up on the stage.
I did all of my songs but at the last one, I... I just went for it.
"So Nashville, my heart lies here but also with someone else. And uhm we broke up I think... And you know me I write songs about broken hearts so that's exactly what I did this time too." I said. I knew Chan could hear me. I saw him looking from all the way in the back.
"So this song is called Last Kiss." I said.

"I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did

Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day (my breath starts shaking)
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last..."
I had tears streaming down my face. It was a very intense song it took 6 minutes.
"Thank you NASHVILLE!!" I screamed and I walked off of the stage. I ran outside. I needed air. It didn't work I got dizzy. I hit my head to something pointy and fell down onto the ground.
I woke up and I saw a ambulance and people were hurrying to bring someone away to the hospital. I looked at the person.... It was me. Am I dreaming?! WAKE UP KARLIE!! Wake up! What's going on? I jumped into thr ambulance and drove with my body to the hospital.
"How's she doing?" Someone asked.
"She's in a coma." Someone replied.
What? A.. A coma?? I only hit my head! Help me.
They brought me into a room and started doing tests on me. A lady walked in.
"Okay Karlie, so this is how we are going to do it. It is your choice, if you stay or if you go. It's up to you." She said.
If I live or if I die... I WANT TO LIVE!!! "Get me out of this NIGHTMARE!!!" I kept screaming no one heard me.
HELP ME. HELP ME!!
I sat down in the chair next to my unconscious body.
Karlie wake up.
Wake up.
Wake up, wake up, wake up!
Someone help me.
Please...

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