The Moment I Knew. // Chandler Riggs Fanfiction.

Chapter 50

-1 week later-
We are in Amsterdam. And I miss Chan and Rach so much. We drove to the Ziggo Dome, and it's beautiful. We had rehearsals and then I had time to go into town. I cycled through the town, and it's so much more than just coffee shops with weed and stuff like that. The people are very nice and it's a beautiful city. I shopped a little and then I went back to the dome. Thought about doing a cover, but I don't know which one. I was thinking for like too long and by the time I thought of a song I had to get dressed already. I walked to the dressing room, and played the song on repeat so I would remember the lyrics and not screw up. When I finished getting dressed, I got ready to play my first European show. There was smoke again and I popped up out of it.
-at the cover-
"So Amsterdam, Thank you all so much for showing me so much love tonight I love you. And for tonight I wanted to play a song, special for my best friend Rachel, whose in Atlanta now. So Rachel, this ones for you." I said. I started playing the song on my guitar. (Instead of playing Untouchable)

"You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say,
"You know I haven't seen you around before."

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a sweetheart named Rachel
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you think he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Rachel gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath, girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors."
I finished singing and the crowd screamed and applauded.
-back at the bus-
I laid down in my bunk, and crumbled up and I started crying. I miss everyone, I just left them behind and continued living my life.... I feel like I did something terrible wrong, and that I won't be forgiven for..