The Moment I Knew. // Chandler Riggs Fanfiction.

Chapter 18.

This morning I woke up like way too early I still had 2,5 hours left to go to school. I got dressed. I put on a red dress, wrapped around a black/grey flannel, put on my white keds and then I got my necklace with the stone on it. I walked to the mirror and I noticed that I still look like crap. So I put on some concealer to even out my face a little more and then I put on some mascara and that was basically it. I figured because I still had 2 hours left that I just did some homework.
*2 hours later*
Okay homework finished. I packed my bag for school. I walked downstairs to eat my breakfast, after that i grabbed my stuff and cycled to school. When I arrived at school I noticed that there wasn't really anybody to talk to so I just put in my earplugs and sat down somewhere and just looking on my phone and stuff until the bell rings. I totally forgot that I have all of my classes with Chandler today, and that we sit next to each other in all of them. We first had math.
"I have an assignment you have to work with the person that's sitting next to you." Miss Lawrence said.
She handed out the papers and I made it with Chandler.
"I don't like this." He said.
"Math?" I asked, I knew exactly what he was talking about.
He laughed "Also, but can we at least just be friends?"
"I don't, I usually trust my friends." I said.
"Can I win back your trust?" He asked.
"I don't know if something will ever make this right again Chan." I said.
"I'll try." He said.
We made the assignment I did most of it because Chandler really sucks at math. After some long long long minutes the bell rang, to my next class.
-LUNCH BREAK-
I looked around if I could sit anywhere I saw an empty table so I sat there. People stared at me, I didn't like it so I just basically ran away from the crowd. I ran to the music room, there was nobody so I started singing and playing my new song. White Horse.

"Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should've known
I should've known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To come around

Maybe I was naïve, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, well now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To come around
(Chandler walked in very silently I didn't hear him)
And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted, but I'm so sorry. . .

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday
Who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To catch me now

Oh try and catch me now
It's too late to catch me now"
I cried, it was just so emotional.
*CHANDLERS P.O.V.*
Wow, I didn't know I hurt her that much, tears streamed down my face. When she finished she had tears too. I think she heard me she looked around and looked at me in pain, the last time I saw her this hurt was when we were fighting.
"I am so sorry." I said.
"I know you are, but just like the last time, words mean a little when you are a little too late." She said.
"I know it does, but I just don't want to face reality, I am just afraid of losing you, and I did and I'll never forgive myself that." I said.
"You lost me once almost already, this time you kissed her, you'll just never get me back." She said, she looked at me in pain, sadness, anger. I'll never forget those words 'You'll never get me back.' I lost her forever, it fwels like a million bullets are being shot through my stomach it hurts.
*KARLIES P.O.V.*
I might've been a little to rude but he just had to face reality. He lost me, and he'll probably never get me back, as much as it hurts me too, I have to face it too. Reality.
"Well I am going back then." He said.
"I'll see you in next class." I said.
"Bye." He said. He walked out of the door. I cried so much after that, tears were just streaming down my face. "I don't want to face reality." I said to myself. I had to get ready for the next of the day.
*END OF THE DAY*
I walked to my locker to grab my stuff, a note fell out of it, I picked it up.
'Come after school to the football field.' I didn't know from who the note was but I walked to the football field. I sat down on a bench and waited for someone to come. I saw a guy walking from across the field it was... Sam?
"Why'd I have to come here?" I asked.
"Karlie." He said.
"Yes?" I asked.
"I have always liked you and uhm, I don't want to be rude to Chan or something but do you want to go on a date with me?" He asked.
"Sam, we both know we can't do this to Chandler, or me." I said.
I walked away, he grabbed my arm and kissed me. I felt nothing so I instantly pulled away.
"What the hell do you think you are doing?!" I asked.
"Kissing you..." He said.
"I am sorry for being so rude, but I just broke up with the person I might love the most in the entire world, and you just kiss me, it feels weird." I said.
"So you still love him?" He asked.
"Yes, of course I do, I love him, but he threw away his chances with me." I said.
"It's okay." He said.
"I am sorry." I said, I feel kinda sorry for Sam.
"It doesn't matter but I gotta go now, bye." He said.
"Bye." I said and walked away.
I walked to my bike and cycled home.
When I arrived home, I had to learn for some pretty big tests and after that I had dinner. When I walked back upstairs, Rachel texted me.
R: Hey how are you?💕
K: Horrible and you?
R: Why?
K: I think I might've torn Chandlers heart apart today like he torn mine apart so like in a million pieces, and more.
R: I am sorry for you. I gtg but I'll speak to you later😚
K: Bye😚❤️
R: Bye😘❤️
I set my alarm for the next day and then I just fell asleep.