okay so nobody in my gym class likes me except for maybe 5 people. I really am not joking these kids do not like me plus they're all freshman and they all went to a different middle school then I ever did.
anyway today one girl who really doesn't like me threw a ball and it accidentally almost hit me so then she said "I wish I woulda aimed" and another girl said "right!" and like agreed with her
but I'm actually not that bummed about it, or at least not as much as I would be if it had happened a year ago back when I had low self esteem. back then I probably would've self harmed and really hate on myself.
but now I'm just kind of like "I know you only dislike me because you're jealous of me. I've never done anything rude to you so obviously all your hate for me comes from your low self esteem.
sometimes some of these online haters are so pathetic it actually makes me feel sorry for them. like, they take it way too far.
getting into a super long argument with a girl on Twitter about how ugly she is, is so UGLY !!!!
like how bitter are you???
here's the thing: most of the people who hate on people (calling the ugly, etc.) is because they have their own problems (like low self esteem) and it's so sad. like they're bitter so they have to spread their bitterness to everyone else.
they see someone being happy and confident in their own skin so they have to attack that person.
like all the bad vibes and negativity just claws its way into my soul and I have to get off Twitter which sucks.
