Beach Bliss

Chapter 5

A/N- Finally updating yay! :) I did have internet at the hotel I was at but I didn’t think everything was going to be so busy and rushed so I didn’t have any time to update so I’m doing it now! Thanks for your votes/comments it means a lot to me! xo don’t forget to vote/comment for this chapter as well! Hope you enjoy xo

 

“Hey… Uh, it’s me again. Please answer me. Um, Bye.” That was the 15th message I had left on Katy’s phone. It had only been a couple days since everything happened between us but I still didn’t have a single clue why she would be so upset with me. Did she still have feelings for Danny? I shook the thought out of my head. No way. She hated Danny, didn’t she? I sighed and hopped out of bed. It was bright and early, much earlier than I would usually wake up but I really wasn’t sleeping much.

I poured myself a bowl of captain crunch and turned on the morning news, since nothing else is on this early in the morning. After eating and hearing the same story about a women stuck between two building walls for days over and over again I got ready and headed out to find Katy. She could ignore my texts and calls, but she couldn’t ignore me forcing her to listen. If I knew Katy as well as I thought I did, she would be sitting in the Starbucks across the beach eating a caramel Frappuccino and watching the last few episodes of 90210 that were left. That’s usually what she liked to do before going to work. I picked up my purse and headed towards the beach.

As I walked up the front steps of Starbucks I could see Katy sitting in her regular booth. The only farthest away from the window and the door. As I walked in I saw she had her ear buds in which mean she didn’t hear me come in. Thank god. I thought to myself. I could turn and make a run for it right now. I stood there for about a minute contemplating whether I should make a run for it or confront Katy and get this over with. “Can I help you?” The girl at the counter asked, ripping me away from my thoughts. “Uh yeah, I’ll have a Vanilla Bean Frappuccino” I said. I was actually going to do this. I was never good with confrontation. When the girl handed me over my frapp I walked slowly over to Katy and sat next to her. She looked at me then back to her screen. “What episode?” I asked, trying my hardest to break the ice. “6.” I nodded. “Listen Katy, I know you’re mad and you probably don’t want to talk to me right now but all I came to find out was why? Why are you mad at me?” Katy pulled out her ear buds and shut her laptop. I actually thought she was getting up to leave. “I’m not mad. Just jealous.” I could barely utter words. “What?” I questioned. Katy was gorgeous and I was, well me. She had nothing to be jealous of. “Danny was my first time. I really thought he loved me. I thought for sure he would be the right guy. When you came here to LA and I saw the way he looked at you, I realized he never looked at me that way. That was my first indication I wasn’t exactly over him.” She took a sip of her frapp. “Katy I didn’t know. I swear if you would have told me I would have backed off. I wasn’t even planning on falling for him I mean, he’s not really my type and I was so head strong about him not getting with me that—“ “Kendall, breath.” Katy laughed. I took a breath and laughed with her. “Katy, I’ll cut things off with me and him.” “Please don’t Kendall. Not because of me. I’ll get over it.” I sighed. “We’re not really dating, were just complicated.” I finished. That really was all we were. “You mean a lot more to me.” I pulled her into a big hug. “Here.” She handed me and ear bud, opened up her laptop and we started watching episode 7. I was so glad to have my best friend back.

As I walked up to the crab my stomach starting to turn and all I could feel was butterflies. I was actually about to break things off with Danny, which deep down I really really didn’t want to do, but I was doing this for Katy. I opened the door to the crab to see Danny serving a table across the restaurant. When he saw me he finished his order and rushed over to me. “Hey beautiful.” He said leaning for a kiss. I turned my cheek for him to kiss instead of my lips. If I kissed him now I would be back at square 1. “Can we talk?” I asked. “Sure I’ll be off in about ten and maybe we could go down to—“ I cut him off. “No. I think we should talk now.” I was firm and kind of aggressive which clearly caught him off guard. “Uh sure.” He put his notepad down on the hostess stand and stepped outside with me. “Is everything ok?” He asked with worry. Seeing him crushed me inside. Why was I doing this? “I think we should break things off.” I couldn’t believe that came out of my mouth. I closed my eyes. “Wha-at?” I heard him say through his suddenly shaking voice. “Were not to serious right now and I wanted to break things off before this went any further.” I opened my eyes but then looked away quickly. He looked so hurt it was unbearable. “Wh-hy?” He questioned. “It’s just complicated ok? I’m sorry.” “Don’t you think you owe me an explanation? Did I do something wrong?” Ughhh this was killing me. “No. It’s not you, it’s me.” Oh god. Why did I just say that? He looked at me a little confused. I couldn’t handle the questions, I couldn’t deal with this. Mostly I couldn’t believe what was about to come out of my mouth. “Don’t worry, screw around with some more slutty LA girls and you’ll be good as new.” I closed my mouth tightly shut. He laughed. Why was he laughing? Oh god. I suddenly felt so embarrassed. “And I thought you were different?” My heart sunk in my chest. Everything we had days before was now gone. I had thrown it all away. “Screw you Kendall.” Although he tried to hide it I could see the hurt look in his face. It took everything inside me not to scream “I don’t think this about you! Katy is in love with you still and I can’t be insensitive and still date you! I can’t believe that came out of my mouth but it’s hurting me so much to break this off and I can’t stand infront of you seeing you this hurt!” But nothing came out. Just silence. He shook his head in disgust and headed back into The Crab the door slamming behind him leaving me alone on the front porch of the restaurant. I felt a tear rolling down my cheek but I quickly wiped it away and headed off towards the house.

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