Queen of New York

Frustration

Quinn's POV

I don't even like you, why'd you want to, go and make me feel this way?

This place is absolute chaos right now.

Everyone's freaking out as crying because stupid Julia left, including Finn.

Finn and I broke up forever ago. I didn't  care. I didn't cry. He was just some stupid guy I was dating for publicity. He helped me get famous, I dumped him. Plain and simple.

I was almost positive everything Julia has done was for publicity. Dating Finn, breaking up with Finn, the Social Anxiety, the Abuse thing, the dating 4 guys at once, the Calum and Ashton Refuge Program, dating Michael, it was all for publicity. I'm pretty sure she was just faking out all of her friends.

That's why she's so soulless. That's why all she cares about is how many subscribers she has. That's why everyone loves her and not me.

She's incredibly fake.

I remember our talk at the viewing party like is was yesterday.

"These people are so weird." She said to me, glancing around. I smiled. "Yeah. YouTube is full of weird idiots."

She laughed. "I really wanted to be in the writing academy. Guess I'm stuck here."

I grinned at her. I thought I found someone like me. "I really wanted to be in the film academy."

Then she stared at me in horror. Then Finn came and started talking to her.

She didn't even originally want to be a YouTuber.

Then she just leaves. She leaves everyone she knows and loves for some fake people like her in New York.

But for some reason, I still felt something.

It wasn't sadness. I definitely wasn't sad. I hated Julie. Why would I be sad.

Maybe it was anger. But I wasn't angry. If anything, I was glad she left.

Then I knew.

Frustration.

I was frustrated with Julie. She made everyone turn into this emotional train wreck just because she left. No one ever cried when I left. No one ever screamed my name. No one ever called me and texted me nonstop.

No one ever worried about me.

Everyone just figured that I was fine on my own. I didn't need anyone one. And I really didn't. It's just that sometimes it feels nice to have someone care about you.

Julie had so many people that cared about her.

And I wanted the one that cared for her the most.

A/N: I'm just an evil person.