Queen of New York

Realizaions

Michael's POV
Real eyes realize real lies

Why  did I ever think I was in love with Julie?

Before I was blinded; she was the only thing I saw. I was blinded by her humor, blinded by her beauty, blinded by her supposed "love for me."

But now I can see that she really didn't love me. She wasn't really there for me at all.

It was obvious that it was all for publicity.

But not just me, all of it. All of them.

Her dating and breaking up with Finn was all part of her plan. The whole mess with Luke, Dan, Shawn, and me. Her finally getting together with me, and then leaving me.

It was all part of her plan to get more subscribers.

Because this all started out as a competition, didn't it?

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Julie's POV

I'm tryna find a way back home
If it takes until I'm skin and bones
I'll find a way to fix these broken pieces and let go

I need to get back home.

I'm going insane here. I was insane to think that I could actually love Finn again. I was insane to think that I still had any friends here in New York. I was insane to think that everything would be alright when I ran away.

I miss my life in California.

I miss my old room.

I miss the dorm building.

I miss the school.

I miss my friends.

Most of all, I miss Michael.

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Michael's POV

She infuriates me. I thought she loved me.

I loved her. I fell so hard for her, so fast. I thought I had finally found the one. I thought maybe I found someone who would actually stay with me. Actually love me for me.

I was wrong.

I was so wrong.

Julie doesn't seem like the kind of girl who would do this to anyone.

Apparently she's really good at playing the victim.

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Julie's POV

I wonder how he's doing.

I wonder if he misses me as much as I miss him?

I wonder if he's gone as insane as I have?

I wonder if he's worried about me?

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Michael's POV

I wonder if she feels guilty?

I wonder if she feels bad?

I wonder if she went back home and just replaced me as quickly as I've replaced her?

I wonder if she'll actually care when she finds out.

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Julie's POV

I need to get back to him.

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Michael's POV

I need to get to her.

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Julie's POV

I need to tell him I still love him.

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Michael's POV

I need to tell her I don't love her.

A/N:

IM SORRY DONT KILL ME OKAY