Fighting Feelings

Chapter 1

"You better get your ass in the house" Bishop said as he smoked the last of the blunt we just shared . I looked at him as if he was crazy.

"You my daddy now?" He chuckled.

"Shit I might be." Bishop is so stupid. Truth be told I'm tired of living here even though I'm 17 I graduated a month ago . I'm trying to live these few months before I go to college . School is to much we just learning the same thing in College . Just wasting our time .Life is too short to be doing the same thing over and over again .

I jumped up seeing my mom come out onto the porch . She knew Bishop smoked weed .I didn't care if she saw him doing it just as long as she didn't catch me . She just glanced at us and went back inside . She cool as long she know I'm close .

"Look who still got a curfew." Bishop and his mouth . I'm telling you if we weren't so close I'd slap him.

"Excuse me I don't have a curfew anymore .I'm grown."

"You ain't shit." he reached in his pocket and pulled out his iPhone .

" Checking for the hoes huh?" He just laughed and kept on texting who ever it was .

"What time is it?"

"3:45 , why?" Dang I thought to myself I would go in the house and get my phone but then my mom is going to make me stay in the house . She treated still like her baby at times. She knew I wanted to have fun before college .Her ass is probably going to be crying like crazy when I leave. Her boyfriend on the other hand whole different story . It was something about him I didn't completely he's cool and got mad money but just something about Jerome that's crazy . Always want me to call him daddy last time I checked he wasn't . My daddy didn't like Jerome because he tried to be him . My daddy is a thug aka real nigga he don't have time for that shit . He'll beat the shit out of him in a heart beat I'm his only child .

"I'm hungry " Bishop got up and started rubbing his stomach . "lets go to the store."

"Ight , go tell your mom."he chuckled walking down the walkway of his house .

"Very funny bitch." I got up and started following behind him like a little puppy . We walked down the street around the comer to the 7-eleven . Bishop pulled me close putting his arm around me . Sometimes I wondered did Bishop still have feelings for me.

We didn't talk about it much anymore . He's not a bad dude when he's in a relationship he's faithful he just messes with me sometimes . I felt bad we would do the things we did knowing he had a girl but it felt good. Bishop's sex drive is crazy he's not gentle at all straight aggressive I guess that's why he got so many hoes.

We walked up on the sidewalk leading the door of the 7-eleven . Bishop took his arm off me and opened the door for me like a gentlemen surprisingly .

"Aw such a good boy ."I patted his cheek like a old lady and walked in . I headed to the back where the fridges were . I opened the second door to the right and got a mountain dew . While Bishop grabbed a sprite and cranberry juice. I had a dislike for cranberry juice it tasted nasty but it helped keep my system clean .

I walked back and grabbed two packs of starburst then some hot fries . Bishop was grabbing at least two times as much as me . I went up the front little bakery and got a doughnut and brownie . I was hungry too .

"Thats all you getting?" Bishop questioned as he sat his stuff up on the counter to pay for it. I put my stuff up there with his as he pulled out his wallet full with twenties and fifties along with some ones . "That will be $19.50" . Bishop gave the lady a twenty and grabbed our bag . He never took the change back . Bishop put his arm around me again as we walked back to his house . It was a nice cool breeze tonight . It felt good on my stomach I had thing for wearning crop tops so it felt good .

Bishop's car was parked in the driveway on his house . He took out his key and unlocked the doors . We both got in the back since we werent going anywhere . Bishop locked the doors so noone would come in . His windows were tinted so noone could see inside . He laid back in the sit grabbing his sprite and my brownie out the bag handing it to me .I sat next to him with my legs across his lap unwrapling my brownie . I took a bite while Bishop drunk his soda . He closed it back up and placed it in the cup holder on the door . I just ate some more of my brownie until I felt him rubbing on my stomach .

"Gimmie a bite " I put my brownie to his mouth .He took a big bite too of course . I had to admit Bishop was sexy . Soft light skin , nice fade with his lip they were nice and big .He had a few tattoos his style put the icing on the cake .

I glanced to see if my mom had came out on the porch again . But Bishop turned my head toward him and leaned in . Our lips locked and our tongues danced around in each other mouth . We kissed for a good minute before he pulled me ontop of him . I slowly grinded on his lap , I felt him getting excited in his pants that was just making me wet .

"India yall in there ?" Damn my mom ! When im horny at that . I got back into the pose I was in before Bishop pulled me in his lap . Bishop waited till I was situated before opening the door "Yea Ms.Linda we in here." She glanced inside being nosey .

"Oh alright just checking to make sure yall in sight." Her ass knew damn well we was up in here .

" Goodnight mom " we both said at the same time. We watched as she walked back to the house . As soon as she got in Bishop and I started kissing again but I stopped it after a few minutes . I wasnt going to do him in this car . This car would be shaking like an earthquake . I grabbed my snacks and got out the car as Bishop followed behind . His parents weren't home they went to somewhere two hours aways . They'll be back in two days .