Fighting Feelings

Chapter 11

" Nooo Jerome Stop !" His nasty dirty unwanted sweat was dripping on my body . My vision was blurly from my tears . "Shut the fuck up " his hand slammed across my face .I didnt shut up I scream loud as I could . My voice lost its cord when he wrapped his hand arcoss my neck slamming me to the ground . Where was my mother? Why was this happening ? Was I being punished ? My innocents was being taken away and buried in my face. Never will it return again

" Nooo!" I woke up screaming , heart pounding like a drum . " Its okay India , its okay . " my aunt sat beside me rubbing my arm . " It was just a dream , its ok " I bit my lip shaking like I was on crack . " its not fucking ok shit it wasn't a fucking dream it happened !" I screamed to the top of my lungs . She tried to hug me but I flinched away . I didnt want to be touched anymore .

I looked around the room everyone had their head down . Nothing could be said . I laid back and looked toward the window . I saw nothing but a dark cloudly town . Downtown lighting flashed in a blink of an eye . I wasnt even bothered by it . A figure bothered me in the coner . In the coner was Bishop . I blinked away acting as if I didnt see him . My heart sinked down to my stomach . I wanted out of here .

" Mr. Matthews can I have a word with you ?" My doctor called my dad into the hallway my aunt decided to tag along . I took a deep breathe hitting my head back against the pillow . I closed my eyes and wished to get the fuck up out here . My eyes shot open when I felt someone on my hand I snatched it away . " im sorry I didnt - " it was just Bishop . I slid my hand back aware that it was only him . " India im so-" .

"INDIA" my heart was beeping fast as my mother busted threw the door . Her face was filled with anger . "You little -" my dad yanked her ass to the wall . "The fuck you been Lika ! your own fucking daughter laying up in the hospital and your ass nowhere to be found. " They stared at each other which seems to be forever . " She slept with my man " my mom broke the silence .

" Are you fucking kidding me Lika " my dad looked at her such shook as well as the room . My aunt threw her bag to the ground getting ready to rip her apart . I don't blame her at all . I wish she could have . I couldn't even believe the words that left her mouth . She's fucking kidding me . I'm her daughter . At this moment in time . I just wanted to run away from it all but what it running going to do . My heart was broken into a million of pieces . I know we didnt have the best relationship but damn that hurt . Those words would have hurt anyone .

My father shook at his head stepping back . My mother began laughing . She was drunk , for what ?

Indian's Dad in the MM