Fighting Feelings

Chapter 6

My dad already knew the deal and drove straight to the mall . Most of the shit I get is from him . My mom is selfish but lightens up here and there . Sometimes even a week if Jerome give her that " good dick" ."Ready to spend some money on me " I asked with a big smile on my face . "Hell naw " he hopped out the car I followed along . My dads face expressions be so crazy sometimes , I dont think he even know it .

I made him shop in all my favorite stores ; forever 21 ,charlotte russe , charming charlies , and of course dtlr . I got about a 1,000 dollars worth of stuff . " Next time i'm leaving your ass at home ", my dad joked as we ate our chinese food from the food court . I snapped a few shots of my dad and posted a collage to instagram surpisingly it got over 15 likes . My dad wasnt bad looking but my friends think he is so sexy . Thats just nasty ,he's old , not that old but old enough . My dad is 38 ,he's dominican and italin . I love his crazy ass dearly he is the best father in my eyes .

I wanted to tell him about whats going on with Bishop minus the sex part of course .But , im not sure yet . Speaking of the devil I glanced at my phone to see Bishop texted me .

Bishop :Yooo ; 1;16pm

Me : Dont yoo me nigga ; 1:16pm

Bishop: My bad,come outside ; 1:17pm

Me: Not home sweets 1:17pm

Bishop : When you coming back ?; 1:19pm

Me : not sure yet but i'll text you when im on my way ; 1:20pm

Bishop : Alright ; 1:21pm

"Dang all up in my phone" I pulled my phone closer to me . "who you texting " he asked trying to peek at my phone , I kept covering it though . "stop covering" he tried to move my hand . "Dad ! Im texting Bishop chill " He made of his ghetto faces and copied the way I said Bishop . I had no choice but to laugh "whats going on with yall " . I started messing around with my noddles "we're just -- " . "India Im not stupid " I rolled my eyes I knew my ass wont going to get away with it but atleast I tried . " Well I have feelings for him , he has feelings for me but he claims he dont wanna mess up our friendship ". He decided to take a long ass sip of his drink and make one of his faces again . He's so childish at times . I started moving my fork around again . "and you wanna be with him, right ?"I shook my head in agreement .

"Lawd my baby want love already " he threw his hands up . I shocked my head and laughed , glancing around the food court . "look at me India" I turned my head back to him . "listen just remember you dont need no nigga to walk all over you , your a strong girl and can handle your own dont stay around waiting on him , if he dont wanna make up his mind and see what he got then he dont desever it .If he want you he' ll everything to get you but dont fall for everything . I taught you the game you better play it back and win .