Fighting Feelings

Chapter 16

It's one o'clock and Keke still isn't ready what the hell was she doing . I told her to be ready two hours ago and I texted her last night . I need to get out before it get busy I don't want people seeing my face . Even though I had on sunglasses I needed make up to cover everything up . I don't want anyone looking at me like this . I was about to head out the door when Keke ran down the stairs in a red tank top, blue jeans ,and some Jordan's . Why did that take so long? I threw Keke the car keys hopping inside . I put my seatbelt on and watched Keke start up the car . The whole way to Sephora Keke went on and on about her and Rico phone sex . Like I cared . I knew I told her my business but I didn't need to know all she was telling me . She even showed me a picture of his dick at a red light . He was big but Bishop was bigger at least from the picture .Pulling into the parking lot of Sephora I quickly hopped out I didn't want to hear no more about their phone sex . I wanted to get this make up and go home . I had a total of $750 plus the change I had in my wallet . Mac products aren't cheap and I need to re stock most of my makeup . I grabbed a little basket entering the store Keke was still in the car checking her self out in the mirror . For now on I'll just do things alone . I managed to pick up two lip sticks before Savannah came over to offer her help . Savannah knew my mother they use to be friends . I don't know what happened and I had an Idea .

"Hey India do you need some help ? " She had a perky smile and voice like today was the best day ever . I shook my head no looking down at some blushes . She reached down to show me her favorite blush when she noticed my face . Her smile faded my eyes dropped down moving over from her . She cam closer giving me a hug . I sighed trying to keep my mind at ease . " You buying to cover it up ?" She whispered to me . I simply nodded . She helped me pick out the best stuff that would work .I thanked her she manged to slip her number with my change . Keke hadn't come in the store .She was still in the car bobbing her head to music .I didn't ask her to come drive me around I wanted her to shop with me . Did she not want to be seen with me ? I tried to shake that thought away but It wasn't trying to go away more questions came to my mind . Why would she come and not go in the store . I tried shakeing it away it seemed to work . I got into the car she didn't say a word . I didn''t even care I told her simple to go back home .

Pulling in the driveway I got my bags out as soon as the car stopped . Keke messed up my attuide she took forever to not get out the fucking car . I slammed the car door behind me taking my key out unlocking the door . Cali was sitting on the couch I slammed the door closed not caring if Keke was behind me . Cali jumped up asking whats wrong . I rolled my eyes under my sunglasses and ran up the stairs to my room slamming that door as well . It took Cali twenty seconds to come in my room after me . I threw my bags in my desk chair and my sunglasses on my dresser .

" India whats wrong ? " .I let out a sigh and laid on the bed . Cali sat beside me rubbing my hair " Talk to me" . It was no need to staying mad I just told him what simply happened and how I felt including what I was thinking . He left saying he was going to talk to her . I turned over pullng out my phone from my pocket . I dialed Bishop's number he answered on the second ring . I swear his voice was heaven

-Bishop P.o.v-

Seeing India call made my heart skip a beat I swear . It was so werid . Hearing her voice told me something was wrong . I listed to her explain and complain about Keke and what she did today . That was fucked up of Keke but India shouldn't be that mad . But then again its probuably mixed anger from Keke's doing and the rape . We were on the phone for the rest of the night until India hung up . It felt to talk to her . It doesn't feel the same with her being here . I miss smoking , joking , and beating her up ,sex and playful wise .I just miss her seeing her curly hair I miss when her laugh when I try to flat iron it . I just miss everything .

My mom came in my room asking if I wanted some cookies . I paused my grand theft auto and took the plate from her . She sat down on the bed next to me watching me play my game . " So.. I heard you in here talking on the phone last night who were you talking to ?" I swallowed my cookie and told her it was India her face lit up asking a bunch of question : how is she ? , when i'm going to see her ? , she coming over anytime soon ? . She went on and on about India . She even went to go some pictures of all us and some of me and just India . I didn't even get to finish my game I ended up turning it off to talk about India .

Waking up I did my daily hygiene putting on a pair of grey sweats and a wife beater . It was finally July three more days till I see India . I swear I cant wait . I pulled out my phone going on twitter saying Good Morning . Of course females mentioned me saying good morning as well . I retweeted some and went onto instagram . Scrolling down my timeline I saw Keke posted a picture of her and India . I smiled liking the picture I went to my profile and looked at pictures of us then went to her page looking at her picture I seemed to have liked everyone of them I would even reposted them sometimes for woman crush .I would be her man crush as well . It seemed everyone knew we liked each other . I didn't care though that's just tells people that she's mine . Girls would try to be mean and start rumors about India but people didn't seem to believe them . People knew India was no drama like girl she was real sweet .

July 1 2013

Sweet Peach (India ) : Good Morning ♥

I swear I think I just blushed . Know its crazy she making me blush . She told me her and Keke made up . That was good since they would be in the same house for a while .We made plans for the forth as well . Its gonna be India and I along with Keke and Rico .

- Cali P.o.v.-

Today was the doctors appointment . My hands were sweating waiting for the doctor to come in . Brooke squezzed my hand in excitement when the doctor came in . She told us Brooke is three weeks pregnant . Brooke was all smiles through the whole appointment . Her smile made me weak each time she looked at me .After the appointment we rode back to her house . We set a date on when we were going to tell everyone . I decided that the third would be the day for India to know we were dating . I know i'm going to have to explain to India so she doesnt think I'm with her because of the baby .

After spending some time with Brooke I went back to the house to check on India . She was laid across the bed with Keke listening to Drake's new album .I laughed to myself shaking my head . I sat next to her on the bed asking if she was ok . She nodded yes , "what you want for dinner ?" Before India could answer Keke yelled Pizza . " I could of swore I was talking to India " Keke rolled her eyes at me . India said pizza was fine as long as we get some wings as well . I told Keke to go get a Papa Johns menu from out my bedroom . I wish we was in new York so I could get some of my favorite pizza from Genos. I order four pizzas , two 32 piece wings , and bread sticks. I gave Keke the money and tip to give the deliver person .

All night we watched movies and reality shows . We ended up playing words with friends . I beat them of course . They couldn't touch me with their little four letter words . I was spelling words they never seen before . We were up till three am due to rematches they just couldn't take my winnings . I was always happy to see India smiling and laughing . I knew she would bounce back fast .