Fighting Feelings

Chapter 8

It had to have lasted forever . Atlest thats what it felt like . He left me in my bed naked , busied ,and shaking . Never in my life had I ever felt like I wanted to die . I was confused I didnt understand why this happened . What did I do ? What do I do now ? I never been so scared . Jerome took my phone with him but what his dumbass didnt know was that I had another one . It took a minute but I got enough strength to raise up and reach for it under my bed. I laid back down when I got it my stomach was hurting too much .

Why just why the fuck did he do this . Is he stupid ? Im not a fucking snitch but I wasnt about to let him get away with this . I dont give a fuck about what anybody says if you dont want me to let him get what he deserves then fuck you . How would you feel if a grown ass man thats with your mothers , your fucking mothers boyfriend , the one thats suppose to have eyes only for your mother , have eyes for you , and take advantage of you not only that but hit you abuse your fucking skin , Showing no mercy .

You may not know how it feels but trust me it hurts so fucking much . Its worse than a break up pain . Worst then loosing the one person you love . Nothing compars to such feeling as this . I had no fight in me . No fighting tears I let them flow .

I called my dad no anwser of course . So I called 911 , but I couldnt speak I just cried .The lady told me its going to be ok help was on the way . What she didnt know was that it wasnt going to be ok . I didnt hang up the phone . Atleast two minutes later I heard police syrens and banging on my door . They busted threw because of no answer . Moments they found me . They asked what happened all I could say was "Rape ". ..