Fighting Feelings

Chapter 30

India

It had been three days and my classes were done with for the week . I was off to work then later to go shoppping for more outfits since it was fall time . My plan slowly started to work . Bishop was blowing my phone up more sayng he's sorry and he miss me . He also wants to talk but I'm not ready yet . I been so busy trying to show off that I haven't even though about if I wanted to forgive him .

I didn't want to be stuck focusing on my look because I don't want to be that girl . I honestly didn't know what I was doing .Thanksgiving break was next week the plan was to spend it with Bishop's family but I guess now I will spending it will Cali and Brooke and also her family .

"Hey girl, Ooo you looking good . Whats different with you?" Brandon, my coworker asked me. "No man is what's different " I smiled opening up my locker placing my bag in it .

"Word , time to party and find you a new boo ."I shook my head closing my locker.I was not ready to get a new boo yet . I still wanted the old one .

"So when we partying ?" Brandon asked sending a customer on his way . We both had the cash register today .It was friday and it was a little busy here at five below . People were buying snacks for movies and dates .

"Boy , I'm not going to party with you I got homework to be doing and plus I just got out of a relationship I dont want a new one now "

"Yes you do . You have to keep things moving you can't sit around being single because thats how you loose your way out the game . You have already been out being in a relationship now it's your time to play so get ready ."He scolded me . I wasn't really going to take his advice Brandon couldn't keep no girlfiriend or boyfriend for two weeks.

DING

The store bell went off alerting us of a new customer . Turning my head I saw the one and only Kim . My blood started to boil as soon as I saw her . I wanted to run over there and rip all that fake blonde hair she had in her head . She was lucky I was my job and on the clock .

"Damn she look torn up. You see her face ? " Brandon whispered over to me . " See it baby I did that ."

"You ? My sweet baby India beat a bitch ass ? Well I'll be damn." Brandon looked shocked .I laughed shaking my head .

"Excuse me " Kim's high voice filled my ears . I rolled my neck looking at her . 'I'm ready to check out."

'You can come up -"

"Nah it's ok " I cut Brandon off starting to ring up her stuff . I threw her candy down into the bag breaking it .I tossed her phone case in the bag making one of the design butttons come off while still smiling in ther face . "that will be seven dollars " She rolled her eyes pulling out her wallet sliding me a ten dollar bills I placed in the cash register tossing her bag to her .

"My change ?"

"What change ?" I asked acting as if I didn't know what she was talking about ." You really going to act like this at your job ?"

"You really sucked my man's d!ck in a closet ?." Kim rolled her eyes snatching her bag up and leaving out the door .

"Um yea I'm Brandon and you are ?" Brandon looked at me crazy.The way he looked at me realized I wasn't myself . I was feeling childish for doing that but at the same time it felt great .

Brandon locked up the shop allowing me to leave early .It was elven o'clock when I reached my dorm . "Hey girl " Nina stood with Tasha outside my dorm room .

"What yall doing here ?"

"We kidnapping you " They giggled pulling me into my dorm .

I don't know how I ended up letting Nina and Tasha drag me to a club . I was glad they did I was turning up . I was drinking for the first time and giving out twerks like it was nothing . Taking my seventh shot I was starting to really feel the buzz not just because of the alcohol but my phone too . Bishop was texting me . I had my reader on so I knew he saw I read them but I wasn't about to text him back .