Fighting Feelings

Chapter 5

-India's P.O.V -

When I got back in my room . I got hit with that mix feeling. The feeling of not knowing what's going on and what's going to happen . It felt like I needed to plucking petals off a rose trying to see if he loves me or not . Why the fuck he gotta wait till tommorow to answer me . He trying to get his last fuck in or something ? Bishop Bishop Bishop what the fuck you thinking boy . Matter of fact , what the fuck you doing . Who knows , just a matter of time before I find out whats up his sleeve .

I stripped down and headed into my bathroom . I grabbed one of my ponytail holders wrapping my hair placing my shower cap over top tucking in ever single one of my hairs . I double checked every hair was in the mirror . Slide my shower glass door open hopping it turning the knob to the middle making the water shoot out not to hot not to cold . Just right asking my body . I closed my eyes feeling the water racing down my body . Damn I wish Bishop was in here . He 'd have my ass chest buried into the wall hitting it from the back pulling my hair . Making me moan like I lost my damn mind .

Without even knowing I ended up fingering myself . My room door was closed so I knew none could hear me in here pleasuring myself . I couldn't help it . I took my fingers out it just wasn't cutting it tonight .I washed my head down to my toes two times .

I reached for the knob and turned off the water . Sliding the glass down open I stepped out imdentilty grabbing my towel wrapping it around my body . I opeened the door before I took my shower cap off . I papped down my body and threw my towel on the bed . I lotioned my body down then slipped into my pjs . A red tank top and black pj pants . I went right to sleep when I hit the sheets .

My alarm woke me up at 9 am . My dad always comes to pick me up at 11 a.m no later . I got out of the bed and went straight into the bathrrom to brush my teeth. After brushing ever single part of my mouth my mouth felt good and clean . Since my hair was already in a ponytail . I did my face rountine following into doing my hair . I straighted my roots curling my ends .

After taking another look at my hair in the mirror I headed to my closet for the fit of the day . I ended up picking out a white tee with a pocketvon the left sidec, tan and navy blue blazer along with an tan skirt stopped right above my knees . After sliding everything on I decided to wear my new toms which happened to be tan and navt blue as well . I topped my fit off with gold stud earings and neckless . Along with my new lv bag .

I filled my new purse with everything I needed from my phone to my wallet. I raced down the steps to the kitchen . Where Jermone happened to be. I dont know what it is but I dont like being around him . Gives me such a werid feelings . "Good Morning" he stood up giving me a hug . I hugged him back and walked away . I try and ignore the feeling after all he is my step dad .

I grabbed an starwberry poptart and popped it in the toster oven . I felt Jermones eyes on my back side . I didnt look back . A horn blew same time the phone started to ring . I answered knowing it was my dad .I didnt bother saying anything as soon as I picked up "come out" was all I heared . He did this ever timevhe came to pick me up . I grabbed my poptart and headed out the door .

I opened up the door to my fathers brand new truck . Struggling to hop my short ass in it .