Fighting Feelings

Chapter 14

After dinner my aunt and I helped my nana clean off the table . We ate our dessert in the kitchen with nana also . After four pieces of chicken , two stervings of mashed poatoes , three pieces of cornbread , a brownie, slice of cake, and ice cream .My ass was beyond full . I was so stuffed I went upstairs to change into some sweatpants.

By time I got downstairs my dad was by the door ready to go . Nana hugged us goodbye and gave us leftovers of course . After my nana hugged me for the hundreth time we headed out the door . During the ride home I stared thinking about Bishop. Im scared to talk to him I wonder how he feels about me now . I don't want him to look at me differently . Funny how this happened on the day I was suppose to find out his decision . Besides all that I wanna talk to Bishop . He's the only one that ever understands . No matter what he'll be there .

Getting out the car I was nervous . I dont think I'm ready to sleep alone yet . I was half way scared to ask Cali to sleep with me . Maybe I could get him to stay up with me . " Wanna watch a movie?" I swear he must've read my mind . I followed him into the tv room . I laid on one end while he laid on the other I wasn't trying to watch no damn scary movie so I tried finding something funny ,We decided on Hangover . While the movie started I turned on my phone. The bright ass yellow check mark could of lit up the whole room . I had fifty-two messages , four missed calls, twenty twitter notifaction and sixty three instagram notifations along with some others . I went threw all my messages I teared up reading Cali's messages they took me back to that night I almost cried reading Bishops messages . He sent me all kinds of sweet messages reminding me everything will be ok..

June 22 12:26pm

Bishop: Afternoon Beautiful I hope your feeling better . I know alot has been going on . But your one of the most strongest young woman ever . Dont allow this to let your head hang low . It'll be tough but you'll make it to the end of the road .

June 23 4:15am

Bishop : I am here if you need me always remeber that .

June 25 3:45pm

Bishop : Like you always say everything happens for a reason . No matter what I love you India . I have so much to tell you .

June 26 10:57 p.m

Me: Thank you so much Bishop . These messages mean alot me .They're so sweet .Thanks for thinking about me. They mean alot coming from you . I havent gotten to your letters yet tho but I will soon .

He didnt text back he could be sleep with his lazy ass . I locked my phone and turned my attention back to the tv . Cali was glued to the tv .He one of those ones that'll be way into the movie no paying attention to a damn thing you say . "you wanna get ready for bed" he yawned out sitting up stretching his arms out . I got up following behind Cali up the stairs . Looking past him I spotted a red bow on my door .

- Cali P.o.v-

I peeked behind me to see India looking at the bow . I hope she likes her new room . I wanted her to feel happy again get her mind of what happened . I pulled the bow off the door sticking it to her forehead . I stood in the front the door "you ready?" . She shook her head smiling I shrugged "I dont know I see or hear much excitement . "Yes im ready dad". . That was weak "That doesnt sound like excitement " . She pouted her lip "pleaseeee lemme see daddy" . I placed my hand on my chin making her think I was thinking " I suppose I'll let you see " . I turned around twisting my hand on the knob "Daddy stop playing " she hit my back playfully . I finally opened up the door showing her new room .

Her eyes lit up walking in taking a looking around " wow this is nice " She smiled running over to me giving me a hug "thank you daddy" .After returning her hug I kissed her forhead leaving to let her enjoy her new room . I wasn't really tired but I went downstairs and made some coffee . I needed to stay awake and check on India through the night to make sure shes ok . First time being home in over a week . I'm still heated over what happened that nigga dont know whats coming for him . On top of that Lika she always gotta put the icing on the cake . That girl then changed . I mixed my creamer in coffee as India made her way downstairs in her pjs . She uses to always sleep in shorts and a tank top in the summer time but now its a white t-shirt and long black and white pj pants . Guess I could understand why she changed .