Fighting Feelings

Chapter 18

Since the moment I stepped foot in the party I couldn't control my hips . The beat was in my hip while Bishop's hands were all over me. I did notice a few girls giving me looks but I didn't care I was being free .

Don't get me wrong I did get high before I came to the party . But I wasn't to high not to function nor hear . From my hearing Keke was giving Rico head in the bathroom. I told her about herself before we got up in here but of course she didn't listen .

I was begining to hear to much of Keke's name so I went to look for her . She was in fact in the bathroom bent over the sink .

"Keke what the fuck! You in fucking with the door unlocked"

She just rolled her eyes fixing her clothes walking out with Rico behind her grabbing on her ass . I swear Keke just killed my vibe .I was trying to help her ass out and she gets mad at me . If she wants to be on internet that's fine by me but she better not drag me into her mess when she gets caught . Since Rico drove here with Keke .I decided to find Bishop and dip this party .Bishop understood when I explained what happened . We hopped in the car and took off Bishop drive us to Skyland Park . This was the park Bishop and I use to come to all the time as a kid .It was just around 12 o'clock so nobody was here . We raced like little kids Bishop cheated by picking me up and placing me behind him .

"Bishop I can't stand you" We both laughed at my complaining voice .

I was going to get on the swing beside him but Bishop grabbed my arm picking me up placing me face to face . I wrapped my legs around his waist .Bishop dug his head into my neck his breathe had me hot . I'm guessing felt I was getting hot . He ran his hands up my sides sliding his tongue up my neck .

I bite my lip as he kissed and sucked all in the right places .Bishop took me by surprise sliding his hand up my dress . At this point I just wanted to rip this dress off of me .

"Baby we cant do this right here" Bishop listened alright he stood up and carried me to in front of his car. In the mist of spinning me around Bishops hands landed on my breast . His touch had me on the edge of glory . I got token by surprised when I was bent over getting it from the back . Bishop had me moaning his name at 12 something in an empty park who would of knew this would have happened when you come to park after a party .My dress was half way off my body and the left side of my face was pressed up on the side of Bishop's hood . I was grasping for air so hard as Bishop went deeper with each stroke .

My hands were pinned against my back as Bishop lifted my body pressing me against him .

"Fuck Baby !"

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The ride back to my house was just as dirty as fucking at the park . Bishop fingered me non stop all the way their. The best parts were the turns his fingers would go so deep . I didn't get a chance to taste him but I sure enough taste myself when I got to my house . I sucked my juices of his fingers after he got a taste .We mixed our tongue together before I got out the car . Bishop grabbed and slapped my ass all the way to the door . That was it . I told Bishop to move his car from in the front the house and meet me at the back door .

I sneaked Bishop upstairs to my room . Good thing Cali had a drink before going to bed he was knocked out . I'm sure if he didn't Bishop and I would be getting our asses beat right about now . I tried moaning in the pillow but that wasn't cutting I had to turn on the TV to match the noise we were making .

Bishop had me screaming his name all night . I declared it was his after he tore my cherry out . Bishop and I were both tired but I had to get him out . I made sure the coast was clear .With it being five o'clock we were good to go .Neither one of us wanted to let go but we had to .

Since I was up I took a long shower . I washed up with my faviorte mango scent . I got out and put on some black booty shorts with a blue tank top and some slipper boots . I was the only one up so I went downstairs to cook breakfast ,As soon as I hit the last step the phone rang . I quicked made way over and answer it .

"Hello? "

"India?"I completey froze when I heard my mothers voice . I didn't know what to do . I started panicing inside . The scene at the hospital. flashed through my eyes . I quickly hung up the phone and threw it .

I slid to the floor holding my knees . The phone rung again . I stared at it like it had eyes . I don't know why I started crying ,I was a bit tired of crying.. I've been nothing bout emtional since that night . I dug my head into my knees and cried some more.

"India?"Cali asked .I jumped at his voice hitting my head on on the drawer handles. "Ouch" I winned rubbing the back of my head ."Whats wrong "Cali asked kneeling down next to me . "She called"I asked stareing at the phone again. "Who is she?.. your mom?"" I shook my head yes ."What did she say"Cali asked sitting down next to me.."I hung up and threw it as soon as I heard her voice.Cali pulled me into his chest hugging and rocking me like I was a baby .

I don't where it came from but I got angry . I pushed Cali off me and got up to run to my room . The hate for my mom came up from my stomach like throw up . She was so stupid why in the hell would I lie about somebody rapping me clearly my body was proof . But no she can never believe me . Ever since Jerome came in her life she got worse .She crossed the line when she wanted me to call him daddy . Last time I checked Cali was my daddy . Jerome bought me shit but that's nothing to what Cali does .

I screamed into my pillow thinking of all these thoughts . Things were starting to make me confused . Like how Keke acting I don't know what her problem is . I think she mad i'm with Bishop because we when we were little Bishop would play with her acting like he liked her but he did that with everyone . But everyone knew he really liked me . But who knows maybe I'm just over thinking . I wanted to get out the house but I didn't have a car .I need to talk to Cali about that again .

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Cali P.o.v

I made sure India was ok before I got dressed . I wanted to take Brooke to her first appointment . I was excited on the inside . I arrived at her house in twenty minutes . She looked flawless opening up the door .She had a red sun dress with her hair in a bun. Her makeup was on point . She welcomed me with a kiss . We got in the car and jammed to radio all the way to the doctors office .

We had to wait what seemed like forever for the docotor . Brooke and I debated on weither it was a girl or boy even though it was to early to tell .It really doesnt matter to me . I was just happy with her carring my seed. We could have twins for all I care .

Brooke was excited the whole time. I never seen this happy it warmed my heart. On the way back to Brookes house I told her about my idea to get India a car. Hard part was I didnt know what car to get her .