Fighting Feelings

Chapter 12

"She slept with him making it seem like he fucking raped her " My dad gripped her by hair slightly making her head lean back making her face me . " Look at her Lika , you cant fucking tell me she didnt get raped " . She stared at me showing no emotion . He shook her " Answer me ". Her eyes narrowed to him . They stared at each other . He let her go making her fall to the floor . " When I come back your ass better not be here " . Everyone in the room looked shooked but noone moved to help her .My father gave me one last look before leaving out .

"Cali wait " My uncle let go of my aunt to follow my fatther which wasnt a good idea . My aunt made her way over to my mom and punched her twice in the face . The police came in the room pulling her off my mother . My aunt manged to pull my mother up by her hair as the police men pulled her up off my mom . As much as I wanted to laugh I didnt because it was serious . But my aunt was crazy . "Ma'ma let go of her " She released my moms hair from her grip . My mom fell laughing she was truely drunk .

-Cali P.o.v-

"Cali wait " I kept it moving to the parking lot . DQ caught up with me when I got half way to my truck . I really didnt wanna talk to nobody . I was crying . I hate for people see me cry im not gonna sit here and say I never cry everybody fucking crys . I was bout ready to blow . "Cali man where you going " I punched the side of my truck " man how the fuck he gonna do that to her " .I leaned onto the hood and placed my head in my hands . "Cali calm down" I looked at DQ like he was crazy . "Calm down ? mane fuck that thats my fucking baby " .I slammed my fist in the hood making a dint . " A grown ass man , mane you just dont understand " . I shook my head .

"Cali man I dont understand? I got two fucking daughters ! Matter fact Three Your daughter my daughter too I know how you feeling you dont want nobody to fucking hurt her hell you dont wan nobody to touch her . I know you mad but you gotta look at like it coulda been a whole lot worse . She could be fucking dead but she not . Take that as blessing my nigga .You gotta get it together she needs you right now . " I wiped my face and shook my head he was right "God I wish I would've seen that phone call " . DQ put his hand on my shoulder " You cant beat your self up over that . You didnt see it . By then he already did what he did " . I gripped my jaw .

"True " . DQ pulled me into a hug . That I really needed .Even though DQ is on the family by marriage I consider him blood .

Walking back into the hospital Lika was being taken into a room . She had a black eye I knew Kayla got her ass . I feel somewhat guilty for handling her the way I did but she pissed me off with that shit .Im still pissed but ima go talk some sense into her ass .

I took a deep breathe and knocked on her room door . A nurse opened the door " one second please" . I backed up and leaned against the wall .

Fifteen minutes later the nurses and doctors came out . I stopped the doctor she was atleast 5'5 short blonde hair , blue eyes , and married according to her finger . I cleared my throat getting her attention she smiled looking up from her chart " Yes sir , How can I help you ?" . She had a nice smile all white teeth . "Can you tell me whats going on with her " . She looked down at her clip board "are you family ?" Why do they always ask are you family anyone can easily lie and say yea . "Something like that " . She frowned a little "sorry sir but I can not -" . I had to cut her off "Im her ex-husband . She bite down on her lip "Well we found methamphetaminen in your wife excuse me ex wifes body ". My eyes widen hearing she was doing crystal meth."Uh thank you " .I walked away standing two feet within her door room 114 while her daughter was in room 115 .

I slowly cracked open the door . Taking baby steps into her room . Lika was laid up in the bed needles in her arm looking just like Indian minus the brusies and shit . I closed the door behind myself . Lika's eyes opened looking straight at me . "Lika what the hell you doing to your self " .

-Lika's P.O.V-

It's not easy giving up a drug I had stopped I really did but I had to get something that would calm me down . Jermone wasn't satisfied with me anymore . Coming home to him and her sleeping together I was just out of it . My thoughts were cut off by the door opening . I shot my eyes open . Well I'll be damned Cali himself coming to check on me . I wouldn't think he gave a damn about me anymore .I prayed he they didnt tell him what I'd been doing

He was looking straight at me . "Lika what the hell you doing to your self " . I sat up "Cali what you talking -" . He took a step closed "Crystal Meth " . My head swung down . " Lika you anit gotta talk just listen to what I got to say . You must have lost your damn mind . I dont know what that nigga up in there doing to you but you and I both know it anit good . You and your damn daughter laying up in the fucking hospital . You coming in the room talking bout she slept with your man "

"Cali she did ! " I knew the way he looked at me thought I lost my damn mind hell what the fuck was I saying . " Bitch have you lost your fucking mind ". I snapped back "bitch ? " . He snapped back "Yea bitch B I T C H , I didn't say your ass could talk " . I dont know what it was but his tone made my ass shut up . " You never going to get it are you . Everything isn't always about you Lika . Your daughter you blood fucking daughter got raped and you making a scene making it all about you but what your ass don't know you making your self look like a damn fool . You just keep on loosing everything first me now your daughter and now your fucking mind . I strongly suggest you get your shit together ." I know my mouth was hanging wide up Cali never talked to me like this before . He turned around leaving out not looking back once .