Fighting Feelings

Chapter 7

After our little talk in the food court . We headed back to his house until he got a call needed to handle some "business" . No my daddy dont sell drugs he an accountant. He whipped the car around and drove me home . I didnt even text Bishop ,I needed time to think . We pulled up to my house my dad handed me two envelopes one for my mom and one for me .My mom doesnt know he gives me one she thinks he gives me a couple of dollars . I stuffed mines in my bag and grabbed my shopping bags from him . We hugged and he gave me a kiss on the forehead . " I love you " , " I love you too dad" we hugged one more time .

I went straight in the house up to my room . I put my clothes and shoes up , put my jewerly up in my jewerly box . After that I laid across the bed . All these thoughts were running threw my mind . I swear Bishop better not be fucking with me . I pulled out my red beats from my dresser and blasted keyshia cole in my ears . I had all these what ifs running threw my mind . What if he diecides he doesnt want to be with me . I been in love with Bishop for years . Just waiting and waiting for him to feel the same as me .

I hope and pray he doesn't stay we should stay friends . I don't think I could take it . I'll be eating ice cream for months . I'll have to throw everything and every money away . I wouldn't want to be that girl that's stuck on him . I would want to suck it up and move on but I just don't know . But I know if he wants to be with me he better treat me right . Things may changes but I don't want it to mess us up . But if push comes to shove we can say we tried.

I was in my zone until Jermone bust threw my door . "can you knock? " I took my beats off . He closed the door and started looking around . I gave him what the hell you doing look . " you know India your a very pretty girl" he started walking towards my bed . I moved away to the left side but he grabbed my leg ." dont touch me " I started kicking my legs . He pulled me to the edge of the bed . " Get the fuck off me " I started yelling now . The fuck is wrong with him . " Shut up " he shook me . "Get the fuck out my room , Momm!!!" He slapped me then crawled onto me . I tried pushing him off but I couldnt get his ass off . I was getting scared now . I tried biting him but he just ended up headbutting me causing a headache . "Jerome get off of me " I felt my shorts going down . "No please stop !" he wouldnt listen to me .

I screamed as loud as I could when he entered inside of me . He held my hands back . I started crying it hurted so much . Not just because of the pain but because the man my mother loved was doing this to me .

His thrust were like a knife cutting threw me . I just wanted to die . I tried pushing him off but he threw his self back on holding my hands back . He digged his face into my neck telling me how much I felt so good . I cried even harder . I wiggled but it was no use . He slapped me across myself because I wouldn't stop moving . I felt my face burning red . My anger took over me I bite his ear but that landed me a punch in the face . My nose started to bleed he didn't care . I was a complete mess blood and tears .

The blood started to stain my skin turning it a reddish color . My hair was in a tangled mess . I scratched and punched he rose up . But only to shove his dick in my mouth . I bit it he punched me in the eye . The abuse and pain just wouldn't stop nor will this man go away .