Lost In Paradise(EDITING)

15. No Feelings

Paradise

The plane ride to Atlanta was long and horrible. Im afraid of heights so I was panicking the whole time. I was beyond happy when we landed.

Uncle Josh bought a huge mansion so we all we have room and our own space while we stay here.

My mom made it her mission to enroll us in school. We don't start until next Monday. Its Wednesday so that gave us some time to adjust to the new city.

It's in the middle of October and it was barely above 60°. I had on my purple PINK jogging suit because I get cold real easy.

Me and Stacy decided to share a room even though it was more than enough rooms in the house for us to have our own, we've gotten use to sharing so that's what we're doing.

"Paradise I wanna share something with you." I looked at Stacy and sat next to her on the bed.

"Wassup?" I asked her. I had to prepare myself for some bad news.

"Well me and Jheri have been together for about a week now an-"

"Oh my gosh! Why didn't you tell me?!" I practically screamed in her face. We always told each other everything the moment it happens and I was low key hurt that she waited a whole week before telling me.

"Let me finish. Well a couple of days after getting together we had sex. We got high at his hotel room and one thing led to another. Paradise we didn't use protection. I might be pregnant." Stacy held her head down in shame.

"Did you take a test to be sure?" I asked her.

"No I'm too scared. What if it comes back positive? My mom is already pissed off that I moved to Atlanta with y'all, she going to be so disappointed in me." Stacy started crying and I couldn't do nothing but hold her.

I was scared for my friend. I know she wasn't ready for that type of responsibility and neither was Jheri. The only thing I can do is be by her side just like she's been by mines.

Khalil

After getting settled in our new house, I decided to just chill with Jheri.

We squashed that lil shit that happened back at the hotel but I noticed that he's been acting distant since we got to Atlanta. I just shrugged it off because whatever it is, he'll tell me eventually.

"Aye nigga I need to take a ride with you. I need to vent." Jheri said when he came in the room. He was already dressed so I guess I had no choice but to get out of this comfortable king size bed.

It took me ten minutes to get dressed and we were on our way to this chicken place he heard about.

Jheri was acting really weird in the car and I was getting a bad vibe from him. I've never felt like this around my nigga. Something wasn't right.

"What you need to vent about?" I asked him while checking my waistband. My dad taught me how to use a gun when I was 14 and with these Cuban niggas after us, I've been making sure I keep mines with me wherever I go.

"Um I think Stacy might be pregnant. We fucked around without protection." He blurted on. He could have just told me that at the house. Why the fuck we have to go to some chicken joint for him to tell me that?

We pulled to the place and it looked nice. I was about to get out but, Jheri stopped me.

"I already know you a hot wing freak. I'll go get it you just stay here and make sure no lil nigga still my whip." I laughed and leaned back in the seat while he got out.

Paradise called me and I answered since I aint got shit else to do.

"Hey where you at?"She asked.
"I'm out getting some chicken with Jheri. We on our way back to the crib." I told her. I've noticed that Paradise likes to worry a lot. So she'll always call me whenever I'm gone.