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Chapter 44

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Sarah;

I stood there, staring at the man who I once believed that he loved me. He looked down at the ground, rubbing the back of his neck.

"What do you want?" I spat, bitterness and anger evident in my voice. He slowly looked up, locking his eyes with mine.

"I-I'm sorry."

Was I hearing this correctly? Was he saying sorry? Pathetic.

"Okay." Was all I gave him.

"I know what I did was wrong, I'm so sorry, I don't even know what made me do it but I regret it. Seeing you in the elevator with him, I realized that I made the worst decision, Sarah, I messed up."

I nodded, "And what do you want me to do, Colin?"

"Come back to me."

Is he being serious right now? Is this guy for real? Cause I'm about to flip tables.

"You're a dick, Colin, you know that? I come home and see you eating some chick's face which you've been doing for 11 months and you expect me to come back?! To you?! That's messed up." I chuckled, "that's stupid, I've moved on, I found someone way better, better than you'll ever be. So now, I don't need you anymore, please, leave."

He didn't move, he stood his ground before looking at me with lust and desire in his eyes. I tried shutting the door but I was too slow.

I felt his lips on mine and his hands on my waist, "Then let me prove it to you." He whispered in my ear as he pulled away, I shoved him which made him stumble back. I felt like I wanted to vomit, I longed for Jimmy's kisses, not his. It felt so wrong.

"Leave, goddamit! I moved on, I'm finally happy! Just please, leave!" I whimpered.

"You really think that he'll last long? Trust me, he'll eventually realize that he doesn't love you. By the time you know it, he's gone, leaving you all alone. He'll get tired of you, he'll soon realize that your just a piece of shit that is one big pain in the ass!"

I could feel the tears sting my eyes as he spoke but before I could say anything, I heard a familiar voice.

"Leave before I wreck your face." Trevor snarled as he pushed me behind him. Colin scoffed before walking down the hall.

I stood there, the tears now streaming down my face. What if everything he said was true?

"Hey," Trevor whispered as he pulled me in for a hug, I dug my face into his chest and let out a sob, "Let it all out." He said as he rubbed my back.

I felt so useless, "What if he does leave?" I managed to let out.

"Who? Jimmy?" He asked, I nodded, "He won't. I know he won't, he loves you so much, he told me."

"But what if while he's there, he finds someone new? Someone better?"

"He won't, Sarah. Trust me."

I continued sobbing unto my brother's chest before hearing my phone buzz. I lifted my head, I walked over to it on the couch. I picked it up and looked at the text messages I just received.

Jimmy;
Hey, hun, I'm here and man, I already miss you. I tried calling but you didn't answer, I hope everything is okay. Please call me as soon as possible, I love you so much.
Oh! And don't forget about tonight :)
Love youuuuuuuuu!

I let out a chuckle as the tears continued falling, man, I'm one emotional mess right now.

"Are you okay, now?"