Hidden Desire (Hidden Series #2)

Sixteen

Sage heard a knock on the door of her room and before she could respond Bianca came in carrying one of the twins. Sage smiled. The girl looked like her mother. Sage smiled at Bianca and motioned her to sit.
"What's up?" Sage asked while grabbing the baby's hand.
" Wade asked me to check on you. He said you wouldn't talk to him." Bianca said.
Sage flushed. He told others about what had happened. How could she look at these people the same again? They have all had their share of love making and it must not have hurt them that bad. Why was she different?
"I... I must be damaged. It hurt so bad. I tried to see past it. To know that it really wasn't that bad but it hurt and it made me cry. I didn't want him to see me like that. I didn't want to cry in front of him. Not after he asked me to mate him." Sage said.
Bianca gasped, "He did what? That boy. He didn't tell me." She chuckled, "It was your first time?" Sage nodded, "Your first time always hurts. It usually fades fairly quickly if I can remember. It was a one time pain. That's all. My first time was hell. It hurt so bad I didn't want to continue. It took me two years before I would try again. Now I regret waiting. It's pleasurable after the initial pain."
"It doesn't always hurt?" Sage asked her.
Bianca chuckled, "Not really. Depends on how big he is down there. Your body will eventually become used to the sensation. Mine did."
"I am an idiot. I pushed him away for nothing."
"Make it up to him tonight."
"Can't I'm on rotation tonight with Vishous and Butch. Won't be back until dawn."
Bianca arched a brow, "Does he know this?"
"Who? Wade? No, of course not. Look I have to do something. I'm not a home body. I like to get out and enjoy life. Now I have to do that whole fighting the bastards who kidnapped me. This isn't something I am choosing to do. This is my destiny."
"Now you sound like the Scribe Virgin. But I understand. Just promise me you will explain your feelings to him. You know, about last evening. He should understand as I believe it was his first time too. I also suggest you wait until after your rotation. Because it could get steamy, if you know what I mean."

Wade sat in his room waiting for Bianca to leave Sages room. He wanted to see her. Wanted to kiss her. As he waited he looked over the rotation schedule for the night and almost choked on the milk he was drinking. Sage was on rotation in the bar sector. Right smack in lesser territory. Why had his father done this to him. He put his glass down and raced to his fathers study hopeing for a change before they left for their rotation. He barged in angry.
" Wade what is it?" His mother asked from her spot beside his father.
"This." He said shoving it in her face. " This is her second rotation and your placing her in lesser domain. What the hell is wrong with you?"
"First of all, don't forget I am your mother. Second, she's with our best. With Rhage out for a few days we need her. She's filling in for him. Now as for your concern, we placed her with Butch and Vishous because they are our well trusted. Do not take that time with me." She growled at him.
" But this comes after she agreed to mate me. How else am I supposed to react to this?" He asked.
His parents gasped, "Even so. This decision is hers. We have given her the choice and she chose to fight. She chose that after your proposal, I assume. That is all her decision. You may be mated to her but you do not control her. If I see that happening I swear you will have wished you didn't survive your transition. Do you understand me?" She demanded sternly.
"Yes ma'am." He grumbled and left the office.

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I know the last few chapters have been short. That's because I want to move the story along. Also because I have achieved what I wanted for that chapter.

Coming up:
-More lessers
-Someone goes into their needing
-A mating ceremony.
-A sbeek peek at Hidden Joy (Xsadists story)