Why is it every time someone gets close to letting me truly open up to them the leave, like I'm some kind of alien..... I've always known that I had problems but can you tell? I've always known not everyone would except me but so far who dose?

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Hatred... (Random stuff that I'll occasionally talk about/ when I'm pissed and need to rant about something)
Random"Love" the worst kind of loneliness
Sorry,
Why is it every time someone gets close to letting me truly open up to them the leave, like I'm some kind of alien..... I've always known that I had problems but can you tell? I've always known not everyone would except me but so far who dose?