Hatred... (Random stuff that I'll occasionally talk about/ when I'm pissed and need to rant about something)

I. I don't know what to say other than.. this is very big trigger.. s-sorry

(i know this is really different from what i typically post but im really really depressed right now so i kinda need this...)

Dear god,

So yea, i know its been a really long time since you've heard from me.... B-but im kinda wondering if you can hear me up there... i- i really need you right now...... um...... if you cant hear me that's fine.

I-i know i shut you out a while ago, but right now i n-need you.......can you see me? why do you do this? How can you do this to good people?! I've done absolutely nothing wrong! I READ THE BIBLE I PRAY IS IT MY SEXUALITY ONE SIMPLE THING ABOUT ME! ME BEING PANSEXUAL?!?! SO WHAT! WHY DO YOU EVEN HAVE TO BE SO HOMOPHOBIC! HELL I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE EVEN REAL!!!!!

Im sorry youre not very open,

Brooklyn heerd