*Nash's POV*
"You have to fucking tell her Cam!" I yell. "No, I can't she won't accept me!" He yells. "She's your mother, she will!" I yell. "No she won't Nash!" He screams. "Cameron! We've been dating for 3 years, and your mother still doesn't know about us! Are you ashamed to be with me!" I yell. "Of course not, Nash I love you, but my mother won't accept me!" He screams. "I know her! She will! She loves you so much!" I scream. "She won't! God dammit Nash stop it!" He screams. "Well what the fuck are we suppose to do? We share a fucking room! What if she wants to see the apartment? What are we gonna do about our room?" I yell. "I don't fucking know, but my mom cannot find out about us!" He yells. "So what we keep saying we're best friends? We lie and lie, just because you're too scared? I told my mom! And you know how scared I was!" I yell. "Nash it's different!" He screams. "NO IT IS NOT, DONT EVER SAY THAT AGAIN! BECAUSE YOU KNOW ITS A LIE!" I scream. "Nash, I don't want her to find out!" He screams. "Whatever I am done with you," I yell. "What does that mean?" He asks. "We're done," I say. "What? No Nash please I'm sorry," he says. "No Cameron we're done," I say. "Please Nash," he says walking towards me. "I'm sorry," he says with tears running down his face. "No you're not," I say. "Yes I am! Please I need you, please," he cries. "I told you we were done, I want your stuff out of my room tomorrow," I say. "Nash," he starts but his voice cracks. "Please I love you," he chokes out. "Stop! Stop with the lies! If you loved me you would have told your mom, now leave me the fuck alone!" I yell. "Please, can't I make it up to you?" He asks. "No!" I yell and walk down the hallway to our room, well my room now. I slam the door and lay on the bed, What did I do? I lost the love of my life. I curl up into a ball and cry, I'm an awful person, I lay face down in the bed and cry, all I do is cry. Finally after about 30 minutes of crying the doorbell rings, it must be Cam's mom. I get up and go to the bathroom, and wipe away my tears and splash water on my face. You can do this Nash, I tell myself. I put a smile on my face and walk down stairs. "Oh Hi Nash!" Gina says and hugs me. "Hi," I say. "How have you been?" She asks. "I've been good, how about you?" I ask. "Oh I've been great, come sit with Cam and I, we have a lot to catch up on," she says. I smile, and then I look over at Cam and frown, she pulls me over, and I sit in between her and Cam and she starts talking. "So how have you boys been? Living on your own?" She asks. "We've been fine," I say. "Okay," Cam says. Cam just kinda sits there numb, looking broken, he looks completely out of it. "Do you guys have any girlfriends?" She asks. "Uh no," I say. "Oh wow, but you guys are both cute, I mean who wouldn't date you," she laughs. She continues talking, and asks us questions, "how's your mom Nash?" She asks. "Fine," I say. "And Hayes?" She asks. I look at her and tears begin rolling down my face, "what's wrong sweetie?" She asks. "Hayes is dead," I say. "Oh my gosh, I am so so sorry," she says. "It's okay, you didn't know," I say. "I'm sorry Nash," she says. I wipe away my tears, and I feel a hand on my back, which is obviously Cam's. He rubs my back, and I start to Calm down, "well I am going to go put my stuff away, we can talk later," she says and smiles. "Okay sounds good," Cam says and she walks away. As soon as she's out of sight, I get up and move away from Cam. "Nash," he whispers. "Hmm?" I ask and look up. "I'm sorry," he says. I look at him with sadness in my eyes, but then I remember, he's ashamed to be with me. "Just stop Cameron," I say. "Please, just listen," he says coming closer to me. "Okay I'm listening," I say. "I didn't want to tell my mom because I was scared, I am not ashamed of you, I love you, I fucking love you, I don't want to make you feel this way, but it's hard for me Nash," he says. "And you don't think it was hard for me? Or it is hard for me now? You have no fucking idea," I say. "Nash please I love you," he says. "Cameron, I love you too, but I can't deal with this," I say. He starts to tear up, then he heads down the hall to go see Gina, I can't believe I am hurting him like this. It's all so complicated. I walk outside, and take a few deep breathes, I walk back inside, then walk to my room. I grab my secret pack of Cigarettes, and lighter, then head outside again. I take one out and light it up, then I take a huge drag of it, I sigh as relief fills my body, "Hamilton Nash Grier! What is this?" Gina asks shocked. "Oh um sorry," I say. Right then Cam walks up behind her, shocked as well. I take one more long drag then put it out. "Nash you know better," Gina scolds. "Yeah I know, they're just stress relievers," I say. "Yeah well they're bad, so next time talk to me," she says. "Okay, thanks," I say and head inside. I go to my bathroom and brush my teeth, and change clothes, "Cameron go tell Nash dinners ready," I hear Gina say down the hall. I hear footsteps slowly come down the hall, then there's a light knock at the door. "Come in!" I yell. The door opens very little, "Dinners ready," Cam mumbles. "Thanks," I say. He nods and walks out again. I sigh and head down the hall and to the kitchen table. "What's for dinner?" I ask. "Spaghetti," she says. She hands Cam and I bowls with Spaghetti, and sits down with hers. We eat in silence, until Cam moves around a little. "Mom, I have to tell you something," he says. "Okay Honey, what is it?" She asks. "well why don't I show you," he says and stands up. "Okay," she says. He cups my face in his hands, then he presses his lips to mine. I smile, and accept the kiss as his tongue enters my mouth, then he slowly pulls away. He smiles at me, then looks over at her, she has a shocked expression, but she smiles. "Finally!" She says. "What do you mean?" Cam asks. "I knew you were gay, I've known it, I was waiting for you to come out!" She says. "Oh," he says. "I fucking told you!" I scream at him. "I guess you did," he says and his smile drops. "So are you boys together?" She asks. "No," Cam says. "But you just kissed Nash," she says. "Mom we aren't together, we broke up," he says with tears rolling down my face. "How long were you guys together?" She asks. "3 years," I say. "Oh wow and you kept that a secret! Why'd you guys break up?" She asks. "Because I wasn't going to come out to you, and I made Nash feel bad because of it, and I pushed him over, and I fucked up everything," Cam cries. "Cameron you didn't-" Gina starts but I take over. "You didn't fuck up anything, I was just mad, and I made a huge mistake, I love you Cameron," I say getting up. "I love you so much," I say and wrap my arms around him. "I love you too," he says. "Umm Nash," he says quietly. "Hmm?" I ask running my hands through his hair. "I'm sorry," he says. "Baby it's fine, I'm sorry," I say and kiss him. "Cam, will you be mine again?" I ask. "Of course," he says and kisses me.---------------------------------------
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FanfictionMagcon boy one shots (boy x boy). Votes are highly appreciated. Love you all. I wrote some when I was 13, cringe warning.