Magcon one shots

Jack J x Nate

Trigger warning! Any suicidal thoughts or actions please call the national suicide prevention hotline. Also any self harm issues call. This number is toll free and you can call from anywhere 1-800-273-8255 if you don't want to call them you can always talk to me (323)989-5484 that's my extra number so feel free to call or text whenever you need too. -Dre
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*Nate's POV*
"Now I'm just sitting here writing line after line about someone who left me. Why'd you leave me? Was I too fucked up in the head? Was I too complicated for you? Was I too hard to take care of? Why'd you leave me Jack? When you left I felt so alone. I have no one but you. You hurt me so bad, but if you asked right now, if you asked to come back, I'd say yes. I miss you so much. You're my world. My everything. My light in the dark. My happiness. You're the one I need. My one and only. I just wish you could see everything that I write here. I need you here. I need you now. I need your touch. Your feel. Your love. Your breath. Your skin against mine. I need you. Only you. Always you. I need you. These lines may sound pretty pointless or stupid to you, but I want you to know one thing. This writing is my pain. The pain that you caused. The pain that would go away if you just came back. The pain that would instantly be gone if you were next to me. I miss you Jack, come home Jack." I finished writing out how I felt for the day and broke down in tears yet again. It's been a month that this has been happening. I still miss him. I just want him here right now. I write out my feelings each day hoping he'd see. How can he see if I stay so isolated? It's such a problem, my addiction with him. I need help. I need Jack. I went to my medicine cabinet and pulled out a bottle of sleeping pills. After a while I drank down all the pills. I started the bath tub and laid down giving up on life. I hope you're happy Jack. This is what you wanted.

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Sorry.