Magcon one shots

Cam x Nash

*Cam's POV*
"I hope you know, I hope you know that every single time you slice your perfect skin with that razor, I cry. Cameron it breaks me when you cut yourself, I hope you know it tears me
Apart. It breaks me to know that the love of my life doesn't see his own beauty, he doesn't see how simply perfect he is. Cameron I am so madly in love with you, you can get away with a lot of things, but you can't' keep doing this. Please I can't lose you, I love you Cameron, I will be there soon." Xoxo- Nash

I read over Nash's letter carefully, I gotIt 3 days ago, and every time I read it I cry. He's been saying He'll be there soon, but he hasn't showed up, I am starting to worry. "Cameron Alexander Dallas!" My mom yelled from down stairs. Great I wonder what I did this time. "What do you want?!" I yelled walking down the stairs. "Honey I have to talk to you, please come sit down" she said. "O-okay" I said feeling uneasy. I walked down the stairs and sat by her on the couch. "Cameron" she started but tears filled her eyes "w-what's wrong?" I asked becoming shaky. "I'm so sorry" she said and took my hand but I ripped it away. "What happened?!" I asked. "N-ash..." She whispered. Nash? Nash? Plane. Nash. My mind finally made the connection. Tears filled my eyes and I stuck my face into my hands. He's gone. He's gone, the love of myself, my sunlight, my whole world is gone. "Cameron!" My mom screamed. "CAMERON!" I heard her voice but it only faded off.

"Cameron honey wake up" the nurse said shaking me. I jolted awake and wiped the tears from my eyes. I had that nightmare again? It plays over and over. "W-hat?" I asked because she was staring at me. "Did you have the nightmare again?" "Y-yes" "I will have to find you new meds" she said. "no medicine is going to help this tear in my heart," I replied and propped my
Body up. "Cameron" she whispered and stroked my face "I know it hurts" Nurse Amy was the only one who understood me, she lost her husband about 6 years ago, she went through the same pain as me, she didn't judge me for my crying, or memories of Nash like the other workers there did. "I want Nash" I said and started shaking. "Cameron relax" "No! I want Nash! Let me have my boyfriend back!" I screamed and fell onto my back crying. I grabbed my pillow and shoved my face into it. "Cameron it's okay, calm down" she said wrapping her arms around me. "Calm Down Cameron," she said but I heard Nash's voices. All I could think of was him. I need him. I hate life without him. I wish they'd just kill me already, I can't handle this anymore. "I can't live without him" I whispered shaking.

*Nash's POV*
"Cameron baby wake up" I said shaking him lightly. He opened his eyes and wrapped his arms around me crying. "N-Nash you're here!" He said. "I'm here, I'm here" I said holding him. "I-i thought I lost you!!" He cried. "I'm here, I'm right here," I said. He held onto me and Sobbed "Cameron look at me" I said but he ignored that and continued crying "hey look at me" I said tilting his chin towards me. "W-what?" He asked. "I'm here I'm right here baby" I said and pressed my lips to his. He smiled and kissed back slowly as I wiped away his tears.