Magcon one shots

Jacob x Sammy

*Jacob's POV*

I can't stop missing you, no matter how hard I try. I can't stop thinking about you, even if it makes me cry. You were my love, my life, my everything. Does that mean anything to you? Do I mean anything to you. Drink, after drink, after drink, and I still can't forget you. I know I am not the one that you love, and I will never be enough for you. We're growing distant my love, and the thought of us growing apart, I cannot bear. You're so close, yet so far. Where has your mind gone? The boy that I fell in love with, he's not there anymore Sammy. You were replaced with someone different, but you kept the same body.

There you go again, switching things up on me. One moment everything's fine, and the next we're broken up again. I can't get you out of my head, and each time you come back, it screws me up even more. They tell me get over you, and I know I should. They say I keep living in my fantasy world, I am aware of that. I want you, but I'm not so sure I need you. Loving you does not fill the empty void in my heart. Dwelling over you doesn't help anything. Perhaps I should pursue a new love, and get a life. But you have made that impossible. I know what we have isn't real, but I don't want to wake up, from this horrible nightmare that plays again and again each night.