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Joshua ∙ Requested by jxsootrashz ∙

This imagine was requested by jxsootrashz

HOPE U LIKE IT ALEXIS! ^.^

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Every night you sit up wondering what you did wrong, what made him like this.

"What happened to us...?" You whisper quietly, even knowing he's not here.

'We used to be so good, I don't know what this is anymore...'

'...what we are anymore'

Joshua used to be there for you whenever, and so were you, you've always been. But now he's nowhere to be seen. When he is around, it's like he's here, but it also feels like he's not.

After your first year of college, you moved in together and still attended classes while working part time jobs. Both of your busy schedules caused a huge gap between your relationship. You would barely see each other throughout the day, but you would still have some time together at night. Even then he never pays attention to you. You try to say something to him, but it goes in one ear and out the other.

Eventually, you grew tired of it.

You've tried to be patient.

Because you're scared he might leave you.

'Maybe he's just having a tough time, maybe he needs space'

'But I'm tired of being patient'

"Alexis, I'm home!"

You had your earbuds in, but you could hear him call out from the front door. You were on your laptop in the bedroom, purposely not responding.

"Alexis?" He came into the room and smile at you.

It's been awhile since he smiled like that.

"There you are. Didn't you hear me? I called you" He said, placing several books on the floor.

You keep your eyes on the screen, pretending that you're doing some work, but actually you were scrolling through Instagram and Tumblr.

"I heard you" You mumbled, not expecting him to hear it.

"Were you ignoring me then?" He teased, smirking.

You had that 'bruh you serious' look on your face.

'wOW JOSHUA'

'WOW'

'JUST WOW'

"I'm just surprised you were talking to me" Your eyes still fixed on the screen, but you look up at him to see his reaction.

His smile fell a little.

"What's that supposed to mean?" He frowned.

You roll your eyes and shake your head in disappointment.

He sighed and sits next to you.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"I'm fine" You snapped, looking away.

"You know you can talk to me" He said as he leans in closer.

You scoffed and look at him in disgust.

"You're seriously saying that? Wow, coming from someone who has the attention span of a peanut" You crossed your arms.

"Okay, what's your problem?" He raised his voice.