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'You kept your distance away from me, I kept mine too. To be honest, it hurts.

You always smiled at me from afar, trying to sneak glances at me sometimes. I didn't mind, because you looked cute like that.

When we finally got to know each other, we both knew it was destined.

We had long talks and stayed up really late just to hear each other's voice, remember that? Just thinking about it right now makes me so happy but sad at the same time.'

Seungcheol noticed a stained tear drop on the paper, he can't help but to feel a wave of regrets washing over him.

'After a few months, I start to grew these feelings for you, I liked it. Finally I realised that it was you that I cared so much, I didn't know if you had the same feelings I had towards you, so I just kept it to myself. You belonged to a very special place in my heart.

I remembered when you asked me to picture our future and tell you what it's like. I was too shy to tell you but I had everything in mind. Even though I can't see it, I knew we would have something special together. I told myself that I would never leave your side even if you broke my heart, god I was so stupid. But I've always hoped that I'll live my dreams in the future, with you by my side.

It's been the third time you left, without telling me, you didn't even bother looking at me anymore. You left me alone by myself and I cried the nights when you left. Sometimes I would even have dreams of us laughing and smiling, without arguments and conflicts. Just like how I pictured our future, but with our 3 little sons and 1 daughter like you wished.

That day, September 7th, it was my birthday. You were nowhere to be seen, you just... vanished. I didn't know where you went, I just wanted to see you and have you to wish me happy birthday. That's all I asked for. I hoped for you to come back that night, but it saddens me that you didn't.

That was when I decided to leave this place.

It pained me so much, Seungcheol.

I guess it's a little too late now to realise what had happened between us, I was too blinded to see that your love for me had disappear. I felt like it was a waste of time, to spend my life with someone who doesn't seem to care about me anymore. I'm still trying to reach you, even if it means that I would have to wait another lifetime for you. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say here.

I hope that you would live your life the fullest when you realise I'm gone, I guess this is what you wanted, right? I'm sorry that I wasn't the right one for you, but you will always remain the same place in my heart, forever.

Bye.'

Seungcheol was alone in his bedroom, he had his head lowered down, re-reading the last paragraph over and over again.

'This isn't what I wanted, Trishy. I want you...'

"I'm sorry that I've let you down..." He swallowed a gulp, tears escaping from his eyes.

"I was so stupid, leaving you alone, not realising what how you felt. But I'm going to make sure that we can be with each other forever, not leaving your side" As he finished his sentence, he held a knife in his hand.

He looked at the picture framed in front of him, it was you.

"I'll see you soon"