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Hoshi ∙ Requested by ILuvMySelfXD ∙

This imagine was requested by ILuvMySelfXD

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"Soonyoung..." You said weakly, gesturing him to come.

He immediately rushes to you, followed by your 3 year old son, Chan. The little boy struggled a bit when getting onto his father's lap, but he was then carried safely into Soonyoung's arms.

"I'm here, HanYoon" He interlocks his fingers with yours, forcing a smile.

"What if I don't make it?" You sounded worried and scared.

"You will, trust me" Soonyoung's voice was shaking.

A few loud knocks were heard from the door, the three of you turned your heads to where the sound was made.

"Come in" You said, heaving a sigh.

 Chan watches as a doctor and two nurses enter the room, he swallowed a gulp.

"Miss, are you prepared?" The doctor's voice echoed in the small room.

You and Soonyoung turn your heads to each other, he leans in and gives you a peck on the forehead. Chan teared up and wrapped his baby arms around your waist, hugging you with a small force.

"I won't let you take mommy away from us!" His high pitched voice cried.

The sight shattered your heart into a million pieces.

Soonyoung embraced you both into his arms, tightly. This is when you couldn't hold your tears back, you had to let it out.

You felt relieved that you don't have to hold it in anymore.

"I spoke privately w-with the doctor yesterday, h-he said the succession of the surgery is l-less than 5 percent..." You managed to whisper into his ear as he was so close to you.

He didn't say anything.

You felt a drop of tear landing on your shoulder. 

He wanted to stay strong. He had always been positive. He tolerated the pain.

Until now...

"I'm sorry but Miss HanYoon doesn't have much time left!" The doctor exclaimed, motioning the nurses to take you to the surgery room in an instant.

The three of you pulled away the hug.

You noticed that Chan's eyes were puffy and his cheeks were wet. Soonyoung's too.

The nurses carried you onto another bed that has wheels so they can easily move patients to other places in the hospital.

"NO! DADDY, THEY'RE- THEY'RE TAKING MOMMY NOW!" You heard Chan crying louder as you're being transported, out to the hallway.

Soonyoung carried his son and followed you hurriedly.

"Soonyoung-ah, I have something to tell you" You said quietly that only he can hear.

"What is it jagiya...?" He said in a hurry as you're almost reaching the surgery room.

*Hoshi's POV*

"What is it jagiya...?" I said, eyeing the surgery room ahead of us.

"You're not Chan's biological father... I'm sorry" She uttered with guilt before disappearing into the surgery room.

I immediately stopped chasing.

She left me dumbfounded, hurt, betrayed and many other hurtful words.

I turn to look at Chan and simply examine his features.

He doesn't look like me at all. Not one of his features match mine.

I wanted to curse so, so, so badly.

I could've left this 3 year old kid here and leave like nothing happened.

But I couldn't.

I realised that would only hurt me even more.

But it would also be so hard to keep this child and accept the fact that he's not my son.

This 3 year old kid...

I would still continue to love him like any father would to his son.

I would still continue to treat him like any loving father would treat his precious one.

Forever.

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