The journey of healing started, and I wanted to be a better person.
I felt like I wasn't living before, and that life has been given to me all of a sudden. I had to appreciate it, appreciate what I had, and start looking at things optimisticaly..
Starting from the wonderfull family I have and being healthy and strong.. I was surrounded by many great things that had to be appreciated.
..And then I knew how much lucky I was, and how much God loved me, for giving me all what I had, and for helping me go through all his tests..
Indeed teenage years are critical ones, but who can deny that they're the years of self aknowledgement.. the years that will decide the kind of adult you will be.
I used to think that what I have been through was an enormous pain, and I felt like I was the only one suffering.. but now I understand that it was nothing but a small test that helped me build my character, increase my confidence and be a better person. It helped me be more passionate and compassionate and more aware of other people's pain. And the most important thing is that it helped me be more patient and more willing to accept my fate.
We, people, are connected in a way we don't pay much attention to; our hearts are connected by an invisible string. That string makes us feel even the slightest vibration of other's hearts.
We never needed words to know what others are thinking, feeling or what they're going through. We just need to look them in the eyes and let the string do its job.
Some of us choose to follow that string and therefore help each other, others ignore it because they're just not willing to help anybody or get help from anybody. And others take advantage of it in order to hurt others.
Our insecurities are more obvious than we think! That's why we can't blame people for not showing us their hearts, because we can always see their hearts on their faces, سيماهم على" وجوههم".
Humanity is in everyone of us, some choose to let it grow in them and some kill it in order to feel powerful; humanity is just like a seed, it has to be planted and taken care of.
My point is, what we go through are just tests.. and some tests no matter how hard they are can change the direction of ourlives to the better. And then we wish if we hadn't shed so much tears on them. We wish if we hadn't wasted all that time cursing our luck..
God is fair, he chooses for us the best that we cannot see. Patience is the key! And thanking God for everything will only make ourlives peaceful and better.
