I'm Insane *Jacy Vincent and Ryan Seaman mpreg*

The Doctor's Office

        Ronnie dragged me into his car and slammed the door shut. I groaned and curled up into a ball in the seat. I didn't want to go to the doctor's. Doctors ask questions. Sex questions. And Ronnie will be there. He'll find out! Oh god.

        "If you feel sick, tell me. You throw up in the car and I'll hang your ass on my wall." Ronnie warned. I nodded and he drove.

        We were at the doctor's office way too soon. I slumped out of the car and Ronnie started pulling me to the door. I struggled a little bit, but I was tired and weak. We made it in and I sat down as Ronnie checked me in. He came and sat down next to me. "Do you have anything to tell me before we go in there? Any secrets that may be of importance." Ronnie asked me. I wanted to start crying for not telling my best friend about what had happened. But, I was so scared of how he'd see me.

        "Um, uh. I-" I was cut off by the nurse calling my name. We got up and went back into the room. The nurse told me to take off my shirt and pants, then wait for the doctor. I did as told and climbed up on the table.

        "Now, what were you saying out there?" Ronnie asked. I felt tears fill my eyes and roll down my cheeks. Ronnie got up and walking quickly over to me. I felt his hand rub circles into my back. "It's alright. You don't have to tell me." He whispered.

        The doctor walked in and smiled at us. "Sorry to interrupt, but I need to ask you some questions, Mr. Vincent." She told us. I nodded and she sat down in front of me. She was a small blond woman with big blue eyes. "What seems to be the problem?"

        "Um, I've been very sick lately. I can't seem to hold food down for very long. And I've been really, really tired. Also, I've had some weird cravings, like chocolate and bacon." I explained.

        "Alright, I think I know what's wrong. Just one more question." She told me. "Have you had sexual intercourse with a male anytime in the last few months?" My face probably looked like a tomato. I didn't want to admit it, but if it was important to my health I'd have to tell.

        "Yes." I whispered and Ronnie's eyes were wide as baseballs. The doctor smiled and nodded to me.

        "I have to take some blood and I'll be back with the results." She said. She took some blood, which actually made me a little queasy, and left.

        I laid back on the bed with my arms crossed over my stomach and tried to relax. "Why didn't you tell me that you liked guys?" Ronnie asked.

        "I didn't think you would accept me." I admitted.

        "Why wouldn't I? I'm your friend. Just cause you like men, doesn't mean that'll change." He replied.

        "I'm sorry." I whispered.

        "Who's the guy?" He asked, hesitantly.

        "I can't tell you that. He doesn't want me to talk about it." I said, tears in my eyes again.

        "I won't tell anyone. But if it's important, then you should tell me." He told me.

        "Ryan." I mumbled.

        "What?"

        "RYAN, ALRIGHT! I, JACKY CASEY VINCENT, SLEPT WITH RYAN ERIC SEAMAN." I yelled at him, sitting up a bit. Tears were making their way down my face.

        "Woah." He whispered. "I didn't know that Ryan swung that way."

        "He probably doesn't. We were drunk off our asses." I told him.

        "Getting drunk doesn't do anything for you." He scolded.

        "Well, I know that. But.... I've liked Ryan for a while. Like, he's the reason that I knew I was gay. So, I've been kinda depressed around him." I told him, just spilling all of my secrets. Ronnie just started sympathetically at me.

        Soon the doctor walked in with the results. She smiled at me. "Well, this is gonna sound a bit strange." She laughed, humorlessly. "Jacky, it seems that you were born with both male and female reproductive systems. That was probably figured out when you were born. But, most the time they don't work like a regular female reproductive system. You, Jacky, are different."

        "What does that mean?" I asked, confused out of my mind.

        "Congrats, Jacky. You're pregnant!" She told me, smiling sadly at me.

        "Oh my god." I gasped. Ronnie looked pale and his mouth was wide open. I wanted to cry, but I was so numb.

        "Um, you're about a month or so along. The morning sickness will fade out, hopefully, in a month or two. Some w- people get it all throughout the pregnancy though. The fatigue will stay with you, as will the cravings. Then other things will came about later, like mood swings, headaches, etc." She explained.

        "Can we talk about this later? I'll make appointments. But I'd really like to go and lay down in bed, and take a nap." I told her. She smiled and nodded at me.

        We left and got in the car. Everything was going through my head too fast, my stomach felt queasy, and I wanted a fucking nap. I groaned and laid my head against the window. Watching all the things go by really fast wasn't helping my sick stomach so I looked down at my lap. I swallowed thickly and groaned again. Ronnie wasn't talking to me. Probably thinks a freak.

        My stomach did a flip, a little too late for me to tell Ronnie to pull over, and I threw up. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry, Ronnie!" I squealed.

        "Shush, it's alright. You have a reason to be sick and it's mostly on your lap. Not the car." He told me as he pulled over. I got out and spit a little bit to get the taste out of my mouth. I pulled off my shorts and tried to clean off my legs the best I could, but it only lead me to coughing up more bile in the grass. I wiped my mouth off and got cleaned, getting in the car.

        "Jacky, we're gonna have to tell the others."