Haley's F*cked Up World

Chapter 23- My Walls Are Crumbling

I guess you could say me and Natalie are really close now, I'll be starting school in a few weeks, she's working on some project for her art class with some guy, me? I'm just living..Natalie is pretty much my best friend, we do almost everything together. I haven't had any girlfriends in the past 2 months, but that's okay. I dont need a girlfriend or a boyfriend. My phone starts to ring and I answer it, "hello?" "Hey bitch I'm coming over" "fine whore" I say hanging up, I hear the door open and slam shut and someone coming up stairs, "hey I'm hungry" I laugh "go get something to eat" "okay want anything?" "Yeah get me that blue monster in the fridge." "K be right back." I walk into my room and lay down playing subway surfer, she comes in and hands me my monster, "so what do you want?" I ask sarcastically, she giggles, "to make loooovvvee babbyy" I start laughing, "youre dumb" she giggles some more and starts eating some chips, "hey fatty I want some" she gives me a dirty look "fuck you I only weigh 130 bitch" I laugh, "okay" she gets a text, "ugh what the fuck?" "What's wrong?" "Damon wants me to come over" I lean back against the headboard of my bed, "so?" "Soo I gotta go" she stands up, I jump up, "what? Why?" "Because he wants me to come over?" "So? Its not like he's your boyfriend" she looks down, "oh my god..he's your boyfriend?" She nods "wow so much for being best friends huhh? Couldn't even tell me you had a boyfriend, look just go." I say walking out going to the bathroom, a few minutes later I hear the door slam, I start to cry a little and then wipe my eyes, I am not crying over this its stupid, I walk downstairs into the kitchen and I see Natalie at the stove, "Natalie?" "What do you want to eat?" I give her a funny look, "I thought you were going to your boyfriends?" "No one comes before you, you're my bestfriend." She states and gets in the fridge, "I'm ordering a pizza fuck it" I laugh.

3 hours later

I wake up in the dark, I look for my phone and see its 1:03am I look over and see Natalie laying down half way off the couch, "Natalie?" "Natalie?" She sits up and goes upstairs, I'm assuming to go to sleep I sit down and see I have a text,

Dakota:'hey, what're you doing?'

She just sent it an hour ago, I hope shes still awake,

Me:'hey and nothing laying here bored.'

Dakota:'same here, I miss you'

I kind of just look at the text for a little bit, I need to move on,

Me: 'I miss you too'

Dakota:'really? :D'

Me:'yes'

Dakota:'can we talk tomorrow, just you and me?'

Me:'yeah'

I go upstairs and put my phone on charge and get in bed with Natalie.

Natalie's POV

I woke up to Haley saying my name, I got up and went upstairs, I waited a few minutes for haley but she didn't come up so I went half way down the stairs and I see her texting someone, who was she texting this late? I go back upstairs and lay down, she comes up a few minutes later and lays down, after about an hour I hear her snoring a little so I get up and go and grab her phone, I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I click on her text icon and go to her last messages, some girl named Dakota, as I read through I see they miss eachother..does Haley like her? I put her phone back on charge, I'm going to hang out with Haley all day tomorrow, if she meets Dakota I will be there.

Next morning

I get up and  see Natalie's still sleeping, I get my phone and tell Dakota to meet me at the park down the street.

30 minutes later.

"So whad you want to-" before I can finish my sentence Dakota kisses me, I don't respond for a moment and then I start to kiss her back, she puts her arms around me neck. We probably made out for at least 2 minutes before I pulled back, "I'm sorry...I couldn't help it" she says, "dont be sorry" I kiss her again, "listen I have to go, text me later?" "Yeah no problem".

Back at house

I walk up to my room and see Natalie playing on the computer, "hey" I say, "hey" she says, I can hear in her voice shes upset about something, "what's wrong?" She turns around, "Damon dumped me over a Facebook message" she says crying, I go over to her and hug her, "shhh its okay, you deserve better anyways!" I say holding her, after about 7 minutes she pulls back and sighs, "where were you?" She asks, "umm I was actually meeting up with my..I guess girlfriend" "you guess?" "Well we made out, but shes my ex so I dont know" she nods turning back around to her laptop, "Natalie?" She ignores me, I shrug my shoulders and go back to bed, to tired to mess with her.

2 hours later

When I wake up its dark in my room, I get up to go turn on the light, Natalie must of shut my curtains, I turn the light on and see Natalie's in my bed sleeping, I turn the light back off and go over and lay down beside her on the bed going back to sleep.

7:00pm

When I wake up its still pretty dark in my house, I call my mom to see how her and my dads doing on their trip. I go to the bathroom to pee, when I walk in I see Natalie sitting on the toilet half asleep, I dont know if I wake her or if I walk out..she looks up and blushes covering herself I walk out red faced and go back to my dark room of solitude. Its probably around 20 minutes when I hear the door of my room shut and then nothing, "Haley?" I don't answer, "Haley? Are you awake?" I dont say anything, for about 4 minutes its complete silence, then I feel the bed shift, I feel Natalie's hand on my stomach..then I feel her putting her leg over me, shes sitting on top of me? I feel lips touch mine and I feel my heart almost explode, I kiss her back and I can feel shes surprised I put my hands on her hips and thats when I realize she isn't clothed...I instantly jump up knocking her over, I've never had sex sober..ever and I wasn't going to start now, Natalie was the only person I did anything with ever and we were drunk! "Ooowwwwee! What the hell Haley!" I turn the light on and see Natalie standing up and I almost drop dead, she is so beautiful, okay never mind. I turn the light out and go and pick her up, she wraps her legs around me kissing me softly I lay her on the bed. I'm sorry dakota, but I think Natalie broke my walls down before you could reach me.