Haley's F*cked Up World

Chapter 42-Isn't It Too Early?

7 Months Later
Its my senior year, I mean it's the second week of school, me and Lilly are still together, in all honesty I'm thinking about asking her to marry me. "Guess who" she asks covering my eyes, I laugh, "mmm is it stacy?" "Haley I will kick your ass that's not funny" she says smacking my arm, I laugh again and kiss her cheek, "so the word is we have a new student teacher" "we do?" "Yeah" she says, we go to our first period and, I see the girl that was here for like one day last year and then disappeared, I remember her saying something about me being a lesbian. "Okay class settle down, this is Kaidence our new student teacher, she says you can call her Kaid, but she is not your friend she is still a teacher." My jaw drops, no way. She's too hot to be a teacher! "Kaidence will teach the lesson today." She steps up and starts handing out papers, "I just want to get to know most of you, so here are so questions, it'll be a pretty easy day." She says smiling when she hands me my paper. "Stop staring" Lilly says throwing a paper at me, "I'm not baby" I say, she just turns away doing paper. I sigh. At the end of the class I walk up to Kaid, "yo I thought you were a student?" I ask smiling, she does a cute smirk, "nd I thought you were a model, but I'm sure that parts right huhh?" She asks biting her lip, I don't know what to say so I just stare. She smirks again winking at me and walking out. Damn.

5 hour
I walk into the cafeteria still thinking about the student teacher. "Babe where have you been? You like disappeared after 1st hour?" "Uh I was talking to the student teacher" she rolls her eyes, "whatever" she says going over to Faith, I sigh and see Kaid walk in going to out to the field. It was pretty chilly so no one was out there at the time. I follow her out and sit beside her, she looks at me funny and smiles. "Uhm yes Haley?" I smile, "you know my name?" She laughs and opens her drink. "Duhh" I nod, "so was you flirting with me earlier?" "Well I have a fiance so it was wrong, but yes I was." She says, I nod. "Sorry I'm so hot" she laughs and pushes me. "Haley could you come hang out with me before the bell rings?" I sigh, "I'll see you later Kaid" "bye model" I laugh and follow Lilly inside, "I don't want you talking to her anymore" "woah what? Since when did you become the boss of me?" She gives me a, 'shut the fuck up if you wanna keep me' look and I just shut my mouth.

Friday
I haven't talked to Kaid, to be honest I'm ready to propose to Lilly tonight, I just know she's who I need forever. I can feel it, she's supposed to be coming over here soon. "Hey sexy" she says coming in sitting beside me, I sit still trying to calm my heartbeat, "I have a question.." I whisper, she smiles, I start breathing heavy, "baby?? Do you need your inhaler?? Baby!" I collapse she dumps her purse out and hands me the extra inhaler she keeps for me, I take a puff and sigh, "I can't even fucking ask you to marry me without fucking it up" I say, when I realise what I said she's looking at me wide eyed, my mouth goes dry and I cover my face, I feel her hand touch mine and look at her, "Haley you know I love you, but don't you think it's too early for that?" I don't know what to say, it hurt me. I stand up and walk upstairs and lay down on my bed. After about 45 minutes my door opens and I pretend to be asleep, my bed moves, "are you awake?" I keep silent, "we haven't even had sex..it's just going to be weird marrying you already, I want too, but I'm scared you're just rushing and don't r-" I sit up and kiss her, she kisses me back. "I want this more than anything I've been thinking about this, and we haven't, but only because it's your first time and I want it to be special" I say, she smiles and starts to cry, "I love you yes I will marry you" she hugs me tightly and I smile at her.

Wednesday
I'm sitting at lunch when I feel someone sit down, I look up and see Chelsea. I sigh as always, "what?" "So you and Lilly's engaged huhh?" "Yeah you got a problem?" I ask, she laughs, "but you still flirt with the student teacher right?" I stand up, "no I fucking don't I love Lilly you're just mad because I never loved you bitch" she stands up and flips me off walking away. I follow her into the empty hallway, she sits down against a locker and starts to cry, I walk over and sit beside her, "why are you crying?" She looks at me and sighs, "I'm sorry for what I did..I know it was wrong and I'm not really sure why I ever did it...I just know I'm sorry" she says looking away, "I just don't understand why u didn't just leave if you felt that way" I say looking at her, "because I loved you..I just wanted to try it..mostly because I wanted a family with you, he knew that." "You're lying " she gives me a serious look, "ask him and any of my friends they'll tell you" wow, she's telling the truth. She wanted a family with me.. "but you enjoyed it" "I wasn't enjoying it, I promise that was the second time..I just wanted to get pregnant, I thought Maybe if I did..you wouldn't leave" "I was never-" "I know that now, but I didn't at the time, I felt like you liked Lilly" She says wiping her tears, "but I didn't..I mean yea sure she was cute and all..but you were all I wanted" she nods, "what are you doing?" Lilly asks, I get up, "just talking baby i-" "no, I told you I didn't want you around her didn't i?" "You don't control me" she laughs, "we're engaged!" "So?" She shakes her head, "fuck it, you didn't give me a ring anyways" she says walking away, I just stand there wondering if we just broke up..."Haley?" I turn to Chelsea and sigh, "I think I just got dumped " I say sitting back down, she sits beside me, "I'm sorry I'll leave you alone if you'd like" "No use in it now, she's already gone" I say, she looks down. "Its not your fault, she's always trying to control me, maybe it's for the best" she nods, "hey model" I look up and see Kaid, I smile and stand up. "You okay?" She asks, I shake my head no. She hugs me, it was weird..but I didn't mind it. Chelsea clears her throat, "well hello what's your name?" I laugh and push her back, "Nooo not her" I say, Kaid laughs, "damn" she walks off telling us bye, "why'd u say that for?" Chelsea asks, "because you're off limits to her." I say, she looks at me funny, "why?" "Because you just are brat okay?" She giggles and smacks my arm. Me and Kaid wouldn't work out anyways I like being the dominant one..and she seems to too. "Walk me to class?" "Or we could ditch " she says okay and we walk out.

My House
I don't know how, but Chelsea had me back in her web again. "Truth or dare?" She asks smiling, "dare" I say, she bites her lip, "okay...I dare you to kiss me and tell me how you honestly feel when you do?" She says but asks. I just sit still, and then I lean in, she meets me half way. I felt everything from before...it was like being born again and seeing everything for the first time. I pull back red faced I'm sure. She bites her lip again, "I want to do it again" I say, she smiles and kisses me again.

6 hours later
I wake up and the rooms pitch black, I yawn and realise their is a body beside me, wrapped around me. I move a little and they hold on tight, then I remember Chelsea..oh shit...we made out. I check to make sure I'm not naked, I feel Chelsea sit up, "what are you doing? What time is it? " "it's um 12am we must've, fallen asleep" I say checking my phone, she kisses me softly and pulls back yawning, "okay well I'm going to go" I pull her back, she falls on top of me, she tries to get up, but I hold her on me, "you aren't going anywhere, it's too late" I say kissing her cheek, "okay" she says quietly, I let her get off and she lays her head on my chest.

Next Day
I wake up to Lilly standing smirking and walking out after winking. I turn and see Chelsea crying, "hey what's wrong??" I ask, "she just beat the shit out of me while her friend held my mouth shut" I run outside, but they're gone. I go back to the room and lift up Chelsea and lay her on the bed, I run a hot bubble bath for her. I lift her up and take her to the bathroom, "get undressed and relax okay?" She nods. I pull my cell out and call Lilly, "yea baby" "are you fucking serious with me right now? You left me and then youre-" "You ain't gonna call me acting stupid I'll hang up bye" I call her back and it goes to voicemail I sit on the bed trying to calm myself down.

20 minutes later
Chelsea walks out and sits beside me brushing her hair. "Feel any better?" She nods.

Monday
I step out of school to smoke a cig, "got any more?" I turn and see Kaid, I hand her one out of my pack and lean back against the building. "You know you can get in trouble for this right?" She asks, I nod taking another hit. "So that little Fox Chelsea was talking about you today" she says, I smile "whad she say?" "She was telling her friends that she hopes you ask her back out" I nod. "Well I gotta get back inside I'll talk to you later" I nod and stand up, I go in through the other door and go into the library and sit down since I barely have any classes, "hey" I look up and see Lilly, I stand up, "what the fuck do you want!?" I ask, she smiles, "what do you mean baby?" Is she serious, "what the fuck don't call me that! You dumped me remember?!" "No I didnt" she says kissing my cheek, "stop!" She giggles and walls away, I just stand still trying to comprehend what the fuck just happened.

After School
I'm waiting at my car for Chelsea when she comes up, "hey" she says, I smile and try to hug her but she pushes me away, "what's wrong?" I ask confused. "You're fucking with Lilly still" "no i'm not! I'm single I swear she won't leave me alone" I say, she nods looking away, I hug her and she hugs me back after a second.

Home
I walk into my house and sit on the couch with Chelsea, "you know I still love you" I look at her and bite my lip, "I still love you too" I say sighing, she kisses me softly, "I want to be yours again Haley..I want to be only yours. ." She says, I kiss her. "Then will you be mine?" She nods and smiles hugging me.