Haley's F*cked Up World

Chapter 36-Love And Hate

After school I go home with Chelsea and Faith. "So when's your-" I get cut off by a knock downstairs, Faith goes down to answer it and comes back up with Jayla, "hey my nigga its been a min" I say getting up to give her a quick hug, "Haley stop acting hood you white bitch" I laugh and go sit beside Chelsea, she's literally staring at Jayla, I keep my jealousy in. "So are you two together yet?" Jayla laughs, "Nigga its only been a day calm down" I laugh leaning back, Chelsea is still looking at Jayla, "well well well, who's this little number?" Jayla ask looking at Chelsea, "I'm Chelsea" she says shaking her hand, they both get this weird look in their eyes, "um okay you two can let go now" I say loudly, I look at Faith and she has this weird expression on her face. "So what do you guys want to do?" Jayla asks stepping back. "I don't care" I say. "I was kind of hoping me and you could hang out alone" Faith says biting her lip, "well why don't we just chill with these guys?" Jayla asks, "yeah! We can all go hangout somewhere" Chelsea says all happy, what the fuck? "Oh..okay I guess" Faith says sitting on the computer chair, I can tell she's hurt, I grab her hand and take her downstairs, "what's wrong Faith?" "She ain't feeling me Haley I can tell" she says looking down, "I guess I'm ugly" "no you're fucking not, you're always being asked out and everyone always wants to be around you, if you were ugly that wouldn't happen, you're beautiful Faith!" I say making her look at me, she smiles really big and hugs me, "thanks Haley" we go upstairs and when we go in Chelsea and Jayla are sitting beside each other laughing, "no it did not" "I swear she did I died" they start laughing again, I go in and sit down on the floor and Faith sits beside me. "What's so funny?" I ask, "oh nothing I was just telling Jayla a story about my friend back home" I nod, "anyways what are we doing?" Jayla asks standing up, "I don't know Chelsea I wanna take you to a movie s-" before I can even finish my sentence, "I don't really feel like going to the movies" she says while looking the Jayla on her phone, "why? I was going to take you to see that one youve been talking about?" "Oh no its okay I'll wait for it to come out on DVD" is she serious? I walk out going downstairs, I punch my fire place a few times, Faith comes down with Jayla and Chelsea, "oh my god! Haley you're bleeding" Faith comes over checking my hand, I look over at Chelsea and her and Jaylas laughing again. I feel myself about to cry so I go out the front door, "Haley wait!" Faith comes out grabbing my arm, "its okay calm down, we need to clean and wrap your knuckles" "no can you honestly say what they're doing isn't pissing you off?!" She sighs, "I'm used to it, but it is making me mad that Chelsea's doing that to you" "she didn't even care I was bleeding Faith..what happened?" I ask crying, my voice cracking. "Shhhsh its okay don't cry" she says hugging me, Chelsea and Jayla come out, "what's going on?" Jayla asks, "Haley why are you bleeding?" Chelsea asks, "look guys just go home for now" Faith says, "what? Why??" Jayla asks, "ill text you later" Faith says taking me in the house, Chelsea walks off down the ally with Jayla, I start crying again, "Haley please don't cry, she loves you you know that" "n-no she w-wants J-ja-yla" I say stuttering. "Haley please stop crying, please" she says holding me, I calm myself down and sit up. I pull my phone out and call Chelsea, it goes to voicemail, I call again. "What?" "What are y-" I stop when I hear laughing, "who's that?" "Jayla why?" I hang up, Faith takes my phone before I can throw it. I go to the bathroom and lock the door, "Haley don't fucking do it, I swear if you do!" "Haley open the fucking door!" I pull my blade out of my drawer, I'm ready to end it. I take the blade cut vertical on both arms from my write to my mid arm.

Faiths POV

Haley's mom gets home and opens the door with her skeleton key, Haley's on the floor bleeding, "Haley!!! HALEY WHY DID YOU DO THIS??" I yell crying, her mom calls the ambulance.

7 hours later

I haven't left Haley's side since I got here. Its been 7 hours. I feel her hand move a little, "haley?" I ask sitting up quickly, she looks at me, "oh my god Haley!" I say hugging her, "w-what happened?" I wipe the tears off my face, "you tried to kill yourself" I say crying again, "why are you crying??" She asks trying to sit up, "no stay laying down, you're weak you lost a lot of blood" I say putting my hand on her belly holding her down, "Haley you're awake" her mom says coming over and hugging her, "why would you do that Haley, you scared the shit out of us!" Her mom says crying a little. "I-im sorry.. I blacked out." She says through a cracked voice, I wipe my face and stand up going out side, I call Chelsea. "Hello?" I hear someone in the back round tell her to come back to bed, "Chelsea you're a fucking dirty bitch! Haley tried to kill herself because of your stupid ass! If you ever come near Haley again I will personally fuck your face up!!!!" I yell hanging up on her. I go back in sitting beside Haley, "what were you yelling about?" "I called Chelsea and told her to leave you alone and to stay away from you" I say, "what why??" She asks, "Haley she's with Jayla right now" she looks down playing with her fingers, "o-oh" she says stuttering. Her mom walks out when her phone rings, "its okay Haley you can do better" I say hugging her. I wish I could make her feel better.