Haley's F*cked Up World

Chapter 31-I Can't Lose You

Its been a whole week I've been off school, Chelsea texts me and asks me if I'm ok, but we haven't talked about the kiss or seen each other in person. Its kind of lonely, but I feel better so hopefully I can go back to school tomorrow.

Next Day

I get up and get ready, I go downstairs and give my mom a hug. When i arrive at school Chelsea's sitting at the entrance talking to some people, I walk up to her, "can we talk?" She nods and we go away from the group of people. "Chelsea why'd you do that?" She shrugs her shoulders, "I don't know" she walks off, I lean against the wall and sigh. "Great".

Lunch

I sat down at my usual table, Chelsea comes over and sits beside me, "I'm sorry I don't want to lose our friendship, I was just scared and mad bc u were hurt" she says quickly, I smile a little "its okay" she nods and bites her lip, "but I never said I didn't want it" I say getting up and scooting closer to her, she looks at me, "you wanted it?" "Yes Chelsea, I've always had a thing for you" she smiles, "I thought you did" I laugh, "yeah, that obvious huhh?" I ask playing with my fingers, "clear as glass baby" she says, I laugh again. "So what do we do now?" I ask looking up at her, she looks so cute in her cheerleading uniform. "I really...just confused on what I want right now" I nod, "I've never liked a girl before..you're the first." I laugh a little, "yeah? Well, guess what?" "What?" I stand up, "as much as I want you, I don't need anymore confused girls." I say turning around and walking away, "wait" she says, I stop. I feel hands on my waist I turn around, "what?" She stands on her tippy toes and kisses me softly, slowly. If their was such thing as a perfect kiss, it'd be this one no doubt." She pulls away, "damn Chelsea you're gay??" I sigh. Here it goes, I might as well just- "no I'm bisexual, and before you go any further, if you have a problem with me and her you can just go now." She says crossing her arms, I look at her shocked as all hell, no doubt its evident on my face, "woah Chelsea, chill I was just asking, no problem" he says walking away. I smile at her, she looks at me, "what are you grinning about?" I shake my head, "you didn't deny it" I say quietly looking down. "I have nothing to deny, what I feel for you is real, and no one can change that" this girl..is perfect. "So what do you want to do?" She asks, I think I should take her to my place..me and Chelsea have been bestfriends forever, but not even she has seen this place. It was..MY place. "Come on" we go and get in her car I start it up and start to drive.

2 hours later

I look over as I pull up to my place, its dark I see Chelsea's asleep, I get out and go over to her door slowly opening it, I gently pick her up and take her inside. I lay her down and go back out quietly shutting the car doors, I go in and see her sitting up, "where are we?" She asks yawning, "my place" "no we're not?" "No..I mean MY secret place" I say sitting beside her, "I like it Haley" "thanks we're actually in the country" "how long was we driving?" "About 2 hours" I say she goes wide eyed, "don't worry I called your parents when you fell asleep" she nods releasing a deep breath, I smile standing up. She pulls me back down, "where do you think youre going?" I bite my lip, she leans in kissing me, I pull her closer, her phone starts to ring. "Hello?" "Yeah why?" I sigh laying back against the wall, "okay I don't care stop calling me!...because I don't want this I want Haley I told you that!" She hangs up the phone, I just stare at her, "what?" I lean in and kiss her this time, she kisses me back pulling me against her, I hear something outside and jump up, "Haley?" "Did u hear that?" I whisper, she nods she gets this scared look in her eyes I go to my dresser and pull my gun out walking outside, "move the fuck out of here or I swear to god I'll start shooting!" I yell, "Haley calm down its just me!" Shylo comes out shoving his hands in his pocket, "what the fuck is your ass doing here?!" I scream, Chelsea comes out, "baby what?? Are you-" "what the fuck did she just call you?!" Shylo says coming up to the porch, "Shylo leave me alone" I say backing up, "no this bitch is who you're with now?!" He screams, "she's not s bitch!" I yell, "Haley please just talk to me!" He says, "why so you can fuck me and leave again?" I say angrily, he sighs, "I got scared, I knew I hurt you I didn't know how to fix it, I left before you could leave me" he says looking down kicking a rock, I stay silent. "You need to leave" Chelsea says, "Haley please" he says, he gets down on his knees, "please I'm begging!" I shake my head no. He looks like he's about to cry, "I love you Haley!" He yells starting to cry, his voice is shaky, "leave" I say walking into my place. I sit down, "ahhhhh" I hear Chelsea scream and run back out, Shylos kicking her while she's on the ground, I pull him off and start hitting him, I smack him in the face with my gun and he slumps to the ground, I help up Chelsea and hug her to me, "oww" she says, I help her in the little shack, she sits down. "I'm so sorry" I say grabbing her hand gently. She smiles a little smile, "you beat his ass babe" I laugh, "yeah, but you're hurt" I say slowly. She lays her head on my belly, "Haley, you beat his ass for me..it was so sweet." I smile a little, "Haley I want to be with you, I want to be yours..your girl." She sits up, my heart starts to beat faster, she kisses me, "Haley.." "Be my girl Chelsea?" "Yes, oh my god yes!" She says excitedly, I laugh and hug her, I'm content with just holding her. "Haley, can we cuddle?" I nod.