Haley's F*cked Up World

Chapter 2- Confusion

I kept asking myself why. After my awkward bump in with the new girl, Dakota, I went home. Allow me to explain a few things about myself. First off, I am NOT no where near girly, I just choose to dress nice, what's wrong with that? Second off, I'm not Gothic I just like my eye liner dark. 3rd yes my hair is blonde and yes it is natural I'd never dream of dying my hair, hah if I put as many chemicals in my hair as I do my body my scalp would probably be peeling off by now. 4th I got my own way of dealing with things and issues and I don't need anyone's input on how to do it. 5th and final, I'd do anything to please my mom, she's very VERY wealthy, but that's not why I'd do anything to please her, no. I'd do anything to please her because she's the only family I have left. I hear a knock on my door before I can open it they come barging in and jump on me, its my best friend, Faith. "Hey you wasn't in fourth period, what happened?" I smiled and lit a cigarette "I didn't feel like going" she just kind of smile and took the CIG and put it out "hey! Come on its the first I've had today dude that's good for me!" Faith just continued smiling, "alright what's up? You've been acting so weird lately what's gotten into you or should I say who has gottn into you, your pants that is" I laugh at my own joke while faith gives me a death glare, woah I don't like that stare "actually I was excited because we got a new girl and I hear she's..." Faith trailed off "she's what?!" "Huhh? Oh yeah she's gay!" She says looking up from her phone, that girl and her phone I swear she's something else. "So how'd you know she's gay?" I ask trying not to sound as interested as I am, but why am I interested? "Duhh its all over her twitter, insta, fb, and I think even MySpace account" I looked at her like a mad woman "you know, I never regret only having fb out of those four social networks you just mentioned" I laughed throwing my foam football at her she just laughed and stood up "got any weed?" "why should I give you any when you wasted my perfectly good cigarette" she laughed "you're not giving it to me your smoking it with me, duhh obviously" I go get my blunt out of my drawer and pull it out of the baggy she smiles and starts bouncing on the bed " you act like a child I swear haha" she just pouted. I lit the blunt and inhaled deeply and held it in while she hit it, then I hit it and held it in while she hit it, puff puff pass. When we were done she started talking "what do you think about gays?" I choked up "I never really thought about it" she nodded her head "well I think..I kind of think I might like a girl Haley.." I sat up straight and stared at her "is it the new girl?" She smiled hugged me and shook her head no " thank you for understanding, can we keep this between us until I'm ready?" I laughed "obviously" she kisses my cheek and walked down the stairs to get sum to drink. I don't know why because she always does it, but this time when she kissed my cheek it felt... different.