It's started again. I have to see him every day, talk to him like a normal person. Sure, when I'm alone I still daydream, but I can't avoid reality. He's right there, but it will never be like it is in my head. I talk to him, but it's never what I actually want to say. I can ignore him during school, or at least pretend to, but twice a week, we have to work together in a small group.
It's hard seeing him and trying not to stare. It's hard talking to him when my heart races when ever he seems to notice me. It's hard when he's right there, just close enough to touch, but I have to ignore just how much I react to him. It's hard, but there's no other way.
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October 20, 2015
CZYTASZ
My Book of Everything
RandomThis is my book of everything. It will have dares, questions from me to you, problems from everyday life, and anything and everything you guys want.
