The ones who made it better

Help me?

Billies pov.
I woke up in Thalia's bed. She was entangled in me. I was glad she was finally sleeping but I wasn't happy about her nightmares. The guys were sleeping together in my bed it was adorable haha. I lightly woke up Thalia. She jumped and went to cuddling me.
"We need to get up." I whispered.
"Bills no- not tooooodaaaaay." She whined. I pulled the blankets off and she sat up rolling her eyes.
"Nooooooo." She wined again. I went to the drawers of the dresser and threw her some of her clothes. She set them and got her pillow.
"Wa-wake upppppp!" She hit the guys with a pillow. They groaned and rolled over. She went to change and I went to change. She came back her jeans ripped a little farther up and down from both knees. I threw her my replacements jacket. I jumped on the guys trying to wake them. They barely moved.
"Guys we have plans today." Stupid fucks. I went to get a picture of water and I threw it on them. They got up whining. I felt like I was neglecting them, but Thalia came first in my life. Not just because of her issues but because she was one of my first best friends and I don't wanna lose her.
Thalia slowly came in she came over and sat next to me on Tims bed.
"Ba-Billie, what are we doing today?"
She smiled. I hugged her tight and looked into her eyes.
"Movies and shopping?"
"O-okay Bills"
Thalia's pov.
The guys were dressed they looked ready to go. My stomach cringed with hunger. I went to the kitchen. There was nothing to eat. I sat and waited. I layed my face on the table. Someone came in but I didn't look up. They picked me up I kept my eyes shut tight and my heart was racing. I heard laughing and awwwww's. It was Tre'. I looked up at him and hugged him around the neck.
"Do-don't do that again."
He looked at me confused. He tried putting me down but I kept my arms around him.
"HERE COMES THE BRIDE TRE' COOL ALL DRESSED IN WHITE!" Tre' was singing his own song I laughed really hard and finally let go. We were in the car. Billie looked at me and smiled.
"Uh I don't think we have money for movies so let's just go swap meet shopping!!!" Billie said this excitedly take a hard left turn. I jolted forward and a flashback occurred I couldn't make it leave my mind. I closed my eyes. I gripped onto my thigh with one hand and grabbed Billies hand with my other. It happened he took me away from home. I lay against the front seat my legs tied around it my arms tied to the door. I was out of it I woke up after he "did it" to me. We got home. I stumbled inside the door.
"She's being a little BITCH again." He yelled this across the room pushing me towards her. I stumbled to her. A knife against my throat.
"You want me to kill you, don't you?.." I didn't answer.
"DON'T YOU!?" A cigerattle against my ear so no one can see. A slice to the stomach not to be seen. Thrown across the shoulder and back to the car. A drive down the street a hand on the thigh. A crash holding forward. Air bags in my eyes. Passed out and noticed he's drunk. I crawled out the car door that hardly opened. I ran grabbing my stomach cringing with pain. My lips were bleeding and dry. I made it to Billies not crying only hurt. Falling into him from loss of blood. Why I wasn't in trouble? A simple lie a simple gang fight they said. Screaming that wouldn't go away the words repeated from her lips. "DON'T YOU?!??" It rang through my ears.
"YES KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME!!"
Billies pov.
Thalia screamed words that gave me chills. She wasn't awake she was having a flashback. I pulled into a parking lot the guys were silent.
I held her by the shoulders shaking her. "Thalia you need to wake up. You need to wake up we're not moving anymore Thalia, Thalia he's gone he's gone." I held her into me. I began crying. I wish I could take her pain away but I couldn't it already happened. She moved a bit. She was here again. She was here.
"I love you, you're my best friend, Nothings gonna change that." I hugged her tighter taking her into my arms and making sure she couldn't let go.
"Ba-Billie, make it stop, make it stop" She began bawling her eyes out." I let Mike drive. He knew where we had to go. Rods hickory pit. It didn't take long, but we made it. I walked in with Thalia who was still crying against me. I walked over to the cash register.
"Hey this is Billie Joe, is my mom Ollie around"
"Yeah Sweety, she's taking a lunch break in the back, I'll go get her." The lady got up and left when she came back my mom was pale white.
"Billie, what's wrong??" She asked this quick.
"Thalia can't do it. We need a counselor or therapist she-" Thalia cut me off.
"I need help!! Help me." She was speaking through sobs and my mom handed me two cards and about $50. I walked out with Thalia. We walked around the building to a pay phone. Mike sat down with her calming her. I called one of the numbers. Today was supposed to be the first appointment. Fucking therapy.