The ones who made it better

new day

Bianca's pov.
I woke up on the floor. The plate of food still there. I couldn't find myself to eat it. I went to shower in the bathroom that was connected to the room. I felt like I was dying. I couldn't. I went to shower. I got out. I looked extra pale and extra skinny. I saw My bones. I was bones. I was scared. I changed into a ripped pair of jeans that were falling off of me and a nirvana shirt I layed back on the floor in the room. What was. I doing with my- suddenly Billie came in. He seemed familiar I couldn't put my finger on it. Billie barged in.
"Do u wanna go to school or go to band practice with us or??" Billie looked down at the plate of food and back at me.
"Make a list for things for Adie to get I'll take you to band practice bring your guitar?"
He handed me paper and a pen but I didn't know how to write.
"Um Billie I don't know how to write." Eventually I told him a list of things and he wrote. I grabbed my guitar case and went downstairs with Billie he seemed really nice.
"Let's play a game Bianca, everytime you touch an item I spell it for u and say it out loud. Like stairs ur feet are touching them so it's s-t-a-i-r-s, stairs." I looked at him worried and we went to the car.
"I'll buy you breakfast." I shook my head and put my only jacket. He ordered and handed me a bag. I ate slowly afraid I'd only be let down to spit it out. But it didn't happen. We made it to the studio. I met his friends I read the words on the drums.
"No shit."
Billie looked confused.
"You read the drums?"
I shook my head still in shock.
"I know a select few words I kinda really got into you guys when I was 8 but mom never let me listen after that so."
Billies pov.
I listened to the girl speak more than I have heard her speak at all she seemed shocked I hugged her tight and smiled letting her know things were gonna be alright. We sat and played for a bit and I taught Bianca a bit. We left after a while the guys seemed awkward and so did she.
"So who is your dad?" I said this quietly on the way home.
"I uh I'm not sure." She said this so quietly and turned away.
Who was she?
"Billie my head hurts can I go lay down for a bit?"
I shook my head and let her out when I went to park. I went inside and layed on the sofa I was exhausted. Suddenly I heard a crash upstairs and ran towards it. Bianca was in Jakob's arms she was gripping her head and looked down.
"Why are they red? WHAT THE FUCK MOM IT'S OBVIOUS???" She screamed on the top her lungs. I went to get a cold towel and came back her eyes were shut and her breathing slow.
"Jakob go get your mom" I layed her back on her bed and patted her head with the cold towel. Adie came running in.
"Billie is she alright?"
I shrugged my shoulders and kept Bianca calm.
Bianca's dream pov.
I was on the bathroom floor crying my mom bursting in asking why the towels were red I held my breath afraid to answer still crying into my hands as he pulled me off the floor I jerked back down falling hard. She left me there and slammed the door shut locking it. I knew I was going to die.
She jolted awake crying and pulling on my sleeve.
"Don't let her get me" she was breathing heavy through her crying. I brushed her hair back.
"She's gone, she's gone" she slid her jacket off and layed back down it felt like she was running a fever. I was worried this whole fostering thing wasn't going to be easy. I left the room so Adie could take care of her.
Adie's pov.
Billie left the room and slammed the bedroom door to our room. I looked at the small fragile girl, we were going to get her better we weren't going to give up.
Bianca's pov.
I lay there a bit in and out. I have eaten much but I was dizzy. I needed water but I couldn't speak come on think Bianca, think I raised my weak arm and cupped it and tried speaking.
"Wa-er"
And again blacking out. 
Dream pov.
"WHAT THE FUCK WAS I TO YOU?" I screamed this as mother fell down drunk the cancer and alcohol slowly taking over her brain.
"I saw her last night" mother said laughing at me.
"I saw your piece of shit real mom"
I blinked not believing it.
"YOUR DRUNK!" again laughing in my face her breathe heavily loaded on toxins I left the building something I realized I hadn't done in weeks and I walked over to the edge of the mountainside by the golden gate. Thinking of my maybe real family maybe they knew me maybe they would like me better maybe just maybe they cared. I wasn't going to jump today but maybe one day.
I sat up I saw Adrienne there across the room sleeping on the couch I looked at the time 6 pm. My headache was gone but I was crying. I brought my body into itself and cried harder. I left her and went into the bathroom. I got the cup by the sink and drank some tap. My lips dried and chapped. I lay in the bathtub hiding away from my problems. I began to shake and cry harder wishing I had grown up differently. I heard a knock on the door. It was Billie.
Billies pov.
I picked her up out of the bath tub she was sobbing. I sat on the bed. The fragile girl curled in my lap like a small child. She reminded me of Thalia. I missed her.
"Come with me I wanna take you somewhere special" she looked up at me slowing her crying and I carried her into the car we drove off. We made it to a cemetery we buried Thalias ashes. We walked out and she held onto me afraid for her life. I started telling her about Thalia and when we made it I sat down in front of the tomb Bianca sitting next to me. I began to tear up speaking through my tears. She sat and listened I leaned  a picture of us against it. I began to sing wake me up when September ends.
Bianca pov.
I saw this grown man cry a man I've barely known for 2 days and he was spilling his guts. He cared for his friend. In a way that Thalia girl is me. When I heard Billies voice. I froze I felt like it was about me it scared me. I was all freaked out and paranoid about everything now. I couldn't show it I had to keep going and I had to show that Thalia girl she was something somehow.