The ones who made it better

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Biancas pov.
We sat in the backyard drinking tea and listening to the front bottoms. All I could think about was leaving everyone again. I was contemplating Weather I should show Mike.
"Joey?"
He jumped out of a blank trance.
"Huh, what?" 
I looked down at my boney knees and back up at him. "I think Brixton wants to go for ice cream."
"I do!" He said running from the play set.
"Sounds good I'll drive us."
We all sat in silence listening to swmrs. I didn't feel completely well. I didn't want to be around anyone not even around Joey. We ended up at a snow cone place we handed Brixton his flavor and ours and sat in the parking lot. I felt like I was losing a grasp with reality like I was losing myself. We finished up and headrd back home. Brixton ran up stairs and I sat on the couch next to Joey. The silence was still there I couldn't break it. It was threatening. I ran to my room closing the door and locking it. I just wanted to be alone and I fell asleep. The knocking on my door was drowning out and I could only hear silence.
Joeys pov.
I was banging on the door. Nothing. Fuck. I sat against it burying my face into my hands. I layed on the cold hard wooden floor tracing my finger along the patterns. I suddenly fell asleep.
Mikes pov.
I saw Joey on the floor and put a blanket on him. I grabbed a key unlocking her door. She layed in the dark sleeping like a child. I closed my eyes and sighed. I closed the door and left. What the fuck was I gonna do. I raised my other kids fine. With her... everything was different. I pounder my fists against the table. I couldn't bring her back to Billie she was my kid.
Biancias pov.
I sat awake and my head was pounding, it was about 2 am. Now. I walked out to she Joey on the floor. I moved him a bit and he Jolted upright and pulled me into him hugging me. I was now sitting on his lap.
"Joey I don't want to leave anyone again I just dont."  He kissed my lips.
"I'd miss you to much Bianca." I grabbed his hand and we went into my room laying on my bed. He began to sing, his voice soothing everything calming. I didn't want to sleep because I didn't want to lose the moment. "Joey let's go somewhere?"
"Where?"
"I'll show you put your flip flops on"
I grabbed mine and once he did we snuck out the back door. I grabbed his hand and started running down the street I was giggling and his smile was huge. We ended up at the park. I threw my hoodie down and ran through the sprinklers with Joey. We were both smiling and laughing. I was starting to become actually happy. I threw my hoodie back on and we went to the swings. Who could go higher. I took a cigarette out and lit it. The nicotine filled my lungs. My legs stopped shaking and my head was focused.