The realization

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Biancas pov.
I left Joey alone and Billie finally came home. I was excited for some family fun! I saw Jakob for the first time today he must've been at a friends. I sat on the couch waiting nervously for Billie to say let's go suddenly I heard a noise.
Billies pov.
I came home and headed upstairs Adie had suddenly gotton sick. Bianca ran upstairs to see the noise and slammed her bedroom door after she noticed.
I helped Adie to bed and shut the door on my way out. I told the boys the news and I sat in front of Biancas door waiting for something.
Biancas pov.
This always happens I always get my hopes up why can't I actually be in a normal family why couldn't I have grown up this way? Why.
"Why couldn't she have shot me" I said out loud as Billie burst in.
"WHAT?" he seemed terrified. I closed my eyes waiting for him to hit me... nothing.
"Who? Why did you say that?"
"I,I don't wanna talk about it." I ran past Billie and out the door I didn't know where I was going because I was still unfamiliar with the area. I ran and ran unsure of where I was going and ended up in a weird part of town. There were tons of shops. I wasn't sure to run or to walk into one. I recognized one a coffee shop and walked in sitting down. I didn't want Billie or anyone to find me.
Billies pov.
Fuck. I ran after her she was too Damm fast and I went to get the car keys taking the car, where was she going?? I drove off and down the street. I found her but followed far behind I stopped when she did. I sat and called Mike about 5 minutes later he showed up and walked in.
Mikes pov.
I saw Bianca sitting at a table her head down and her water cup empty. It was one of my places. Rudy's can't fail cafe. I ordered something and put it on the house and pushed the plate towards her.
"Eat up kid."
She finally looked up.
"Mi-mike?"
"Yup owner of this place."
"Greaaaat"
"Eat up"
She began eating slowly and pushed it aside.
"Why'd you run out on Billie like that?"
Suddenly she sort of fainted in the booth I picked her up she sat up curling her body into itself her eyes closed.
"No NO MOM STOP YOU CAN'T IT-ITS COLD No no noo, Why'd I run out? You were drunk off your wits and now you're kicking me out don't don't no stop stop dont! AHHHHHH"
a loud screech came from her she jolted up word holding onto me tight.
"Pa pa pa-ptsd"
I shook my head.
"It's fine young one just talk to Billie next time okay?"
"Oh oh oh okay mi-mikey"
I carried her outside and Billie ran out of his car to hug her. She wasn't smiling.
"Billie, I, I just wanted family fun I never had a real family"
"Why'd you say that when I opened your door?"
"I, I had Joey take me somewhere and I had a flashback, my mom pointed a gun to my head"
She looked down. Billie looked hurt. He's barely had this girl not even a week and is treating her like his own.
"I uh know how that feels but if you're feeling down talk to me please"
He hugged her tight. I looked at her eyes. They were a big splash of Blue with a hint of green but mostly blue she looked familiar and I wondered if the guys thought the same.
"Mike let's call Tre' and we'll go to his place and play some games?"
I shook my head and she lit up. She got on Billies back and they got in the car and I got in mine and away we went.
Tre's pov.
The guys came over with Billies little foster kid she was adorable!
"HIIIII BIANCA! THIS IS MY WIFEY SARA AND WE ALL GONNA PLAY!"
"Mike you have a daughter??" He looked lost and I patted his face.
"No this is Billies foster kid but I have enough kids."
Mikes pov.
I remembered when one of my ex's claimed I did have a kid with her but I never saw anything like for one, the kid. I hate lies.
"Mike she really does look like you?" Sara said this questiongly. Bianca came up to me looking me in the eyes as close as possible and stepped away.
"Eh if he was my dad he would've actually saved me from my mother." She shrugged her shoulders as we began playing games from board to table to video.
Me and Billie hugged Tre' good bye and I headed to Billie's house that night.
Biancas pov.
Mike came home with us. It freaked me out a bit. I went to my room soon to get called down and told to bring my guitar. I did and saw Billie and Mike sitting there. Mike grabbed it taking it from the case.
"Billie" Billie shook his head at Mike.
"Can I have it back??"
Mike looked at me and back at Billie as it was handed back. With that I was able to go back upstairs with it, what did they want with my baby? I layed under the covers for a while unable to sleep. I suddenly began to drift off.
"Fuck off Lilith." I heard him yell. "If I did have a kid where is she?? Huh? Get your fucking life together okay? I won't be back." When I was 16 I ran away when I heard she had cancer I had hate I hated her so much I ran. I came back later that night again hiding in the room with nothing to keep me warm. I lay there wishing someone would save me. When. She died she wasn't home it was me and I lived alone most nights unable to sleep. When I was younger I used to imagine my dad as every older guy I saw because I didn't know what a father was. I didn't understand what school was everything kept me afraid. I was afraid, of dying, getting killed or beaten but I longed for a family I didn't feel like I fit in with the Armstrongs it worried me.
I woke up and it was morning. I went downstairs and saw Mike sitting on the couch. I snuck past him to make a coffee but I didn't know how to use a coffee maker. So I rummaged for food. I found pizza and took a slice. I went over sitting on the other couch as I suddenly heard Mike wake up.
"Hey kid what's up?"
I blinked at him.
"What was your mom's name?"
Random..
"Lilith and yet again I don't know my father he came once when they dated apparently and left a guitar and I never saw him just heard fighting. I dream about it sometimes I always wondered what he looked like."
Mike looked at me.
"Yelled what?"
"Lilith you're a drunk who needs to get her life together if I did have a kid where is she huh? And stuff like Fuck off and why did you drag me over here for child support or drug money."
"Sorry" he said quietly.
"Uh it's fine.
Mikes pov.
I knew right then she was my daughter.

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